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2009-04-15T00:07:00.003+08:00

BLOG OFFICIALLY CLOSED. RELINK ME AT ;;

WWW.IKISSEDMATTSHADOWS.MULTIPLY.COM

THANKS SO MUCH.

-SYASYA MILLER-

sentosa & town-ing

2009-04-07T23:27:00.005+08:00

sentosa with baby, sister, anis, izzat & aliah was AWESOME !

the beach, luge & skyride was great.

izzat & aliah, awesome people to be with.
super friendly and cool :)

i'll let the pichas do the talking at sentosa.

went to town.
just randomly. ate sakae sushi, good food.
thanks baby, izzat & aliah.

&& lastly...
thanks baby for today, for everythink.
and thank you so much for the tumbler i really wanted.
sayanng u okay. mwakks.

im working tomorrow, closing.
with i don't know who.
but it's okay. so yeahh. he's working too, but at 2pm to 7pm.
so he's asleep already, he's super tired. pity him much.

okay i'm outta here.

-Syasya Miller-

happenings.

2009-04-05T17:34:00.004+08:00

Had aunt's wedding, beside my dad ystrdy.
its kinda nearby my place, so we just take our time going there.
we thought we were late, but reach there.. not many people. Haha.
Congrats Uncle Rayhan & Mak Busu. Haha.

and oh baby, i did wore heels yesterday.
hahahahaha !!

Anyway, last friday's pit was great. Though not all of the people was there.. It was still a great fun. Im so super happy to get to meet up my friends, heehs.

a week more till school reopens.
and a week more till im 17. woots2. Haha.

will the working about 4 shifts for this coming week.
will be closing tomorrow, with i don't know who. Haha.

Stayed home the whole day today,
IM SICK ! omg. Haha.
having a slight fever, with a massive headache and sorethroat.
its okay, just gotta endure everythink.

been seeing him straight since the day i knew him.
its onli yesterday we didnt met, and today as well.
Maybe thats the reason i fell sick ? Haha.
well, maybe. LOLs.

Alright i'm off, im tired.
Animal Planet is what i love watching now. Haha.
The animals are just so awesome..
hahaks.

okay, im missing him so much okay.
will be just seeing him tomorrow..
&& yey.. besok gaji !! haha.

and fyi, i've decided to quit TKD totally.
to those who are reading my blog, just keep it low...
dont make it such a big deal. Just keep ur mouth damn shut aite.

and last but not least,
i miss my 2 lovely babes and 2 hot dudes. haha.
yanyan, efah, nano, fahmi.

Im outta here.

-Syasya Miller-

just us (:

2009-04-01T22:18:00.002+08:00

A photo of us yesterday.
And two , today.

Thought of going to my store to pass my manager my appraisal. Is it spelled that way ?
hahaha. Okay, u know i know okay. Anyway, i'm so lazy to go there... Went to vivo to have our late late lunch.. Walk2 here and there then heads down to SB-OK, Starbucks One Fullerton Kiosk. Hahaa. Chilled there, watch Slumdog Millionaire at my lappy. It was so awesome. Thought mummy would come, but she's having loads of work. Haha. So just us..

Then walk to Raffles MRT , i waited for mummy.. While he went off to store to placed his availability for next week schedule..Just like mine. Heehs.

Big sister planned of going Sentosa next tuesday with Anis , me & him :) Sumer okay go, except me.. Have to think about it la of cuz. Haha. Maner tau something pop up. LOLs. So yeahh...

Okay there's nothing much for me to blog today.
I'm loving him alot :)

-Syasya Miller-

love

2009-04-01T00:00:00.004+08:00

Photos of me & shima which we went to Beach Road & SB-RC.
Great time together, just not with the rest of the babes.
Soon okay babes.

he LOVES me alot.
hahaha.

Anyway, we're not together yet. Haha.
but we will soon okay :)) Just pray for us.
Haha (:

Anyway, met him. Went to Tamp Mall for nothing.
Then bought food at s11. Went to Aunt's place cuz thought of going Bowling but went to Safra but have to wait till 6pm cuz kids having CCA. So we just head down to Tamp Mall to get my grandfather his birthday present as 1st April is his birthday. Afterwhich heads back to aunt place slack, wait for my another aunty to fetch us to go makan at Boon Keng with grandparents. Then heads home.

1st April ;;
Happy Birthday to Granfather.
Happy Birthday to Abg Farid
Best Wishes to you both :)

Okay i'm outta here.
Not working this whole week. Just a bore.
He's working on Thursday.
Having class pit on Friday.
Aunt's wedding on Saturday.
No plans on Sunday.

That's all :)

-Syasya Miller-

im loving you more and more each day, Adnan <33

baby...

2009-03-30T02:00:00.002+08:00

That is Adnan.
The cutest guy i ever seen in Starbucks seriously. Haha.

We got a lil something on, but not as what you people think.
But whatever you guys wanna think, go ahead and think. I dont care k.
If u see us outside as how it is, then that's how it is okay.

Anyway was out with Shima just now to Beach Road then to SB-RC, Starbucks Raffles City. She went to sew her No. 4 uniform , me just accompany her then went to slack at Raffles City. Photos will be uploaded soon yeah.

Make a move at 8, heads home straight.
And yeah. Thats all.

And to you know who you are baby..
im sorry about what i told you, i hope u sincerely can accept it.
im loving you more and more each day dearest.
Hugs and Kisses, Missing and Loving you too much !!

-Syasya Miller-

super long

2009-03-28T18:17:00.001+08:00

been effingly doing nothing basically here at SB-SU, that stands for Starbucks Suntec where Adnan is working.
am just waiting for him to end work, afterwhich he'll send me to work, but don't know whether he will be helping me to do closing like what he did ystrdy.
well yesterday basically, met up with him and heads down to Orchard Hotel which is just opposite Orchard Parade.

*ohgawd! my tummy hurts again now!*

nevermind.
oh yes, we were at Orchard Hotel as he and his percussion group has a performance..So me being a kepo, just follow and watch them practice la. It was awesome i tell you. Wanna watch, go to ADNAN'S multiply which is located under my links okay (:

*fuck! tummy ache again!*
i dont know why do i keep having tummy aches recently and it just comes and go. Like wtf kan !!
He told me to went for checkup, but i insisted. But it's alright, i managed.

Oh get back to my story..........
Was working ystrdy at 0630pm till closing. So i didnt really managed to see the actual performance by them, but its okay.
He sent me to my working place as it's kinda near..And he went back to Orchard Hotel (:
okay, so random i know. Hahah.

Was working with Fai and Ahmad, an attachment partner from Wisma Atria..
Did closing inside, and after he finishes his percussion thingy, he went back to my store and kinda help me for my closing..
it was kinda random thingy, and fai is so awesome. Working with her just makes me go goo goo gaa gaa, crazy as hell, like her. But i really love working with her. It is awesome.
Took transport back with him only cuz Fai and the attachment partner didnt take the transport. So, transit at Paragon && HIGHWAY !!
Just imagine we transited at Highway !! That stupid club bouncer. Hahaa. Irritating !!
Pusing satu singapore lain, drive laju macam nak kejar kereteapi lain.. Mengucap siols aku !! Hahaa..

Reach home, switch on my lappy, and just do nothing seriously. Hahaa.
It was a bore ystrdy.

Earlier, grandparents came to my place as they went to the market with my mummy.
So they head back to my place.. And after few hours , aunt sent those 2 devils, and 1 angel.
What i meant is the 3 small notti cute lil boys. And it was kecohrable i tell you. Haha.
I miss seeing them actually, especially Hakeem Boi, the smallest among the smallest.

Will be working later at 7pm, and its 617pm now. Hahaa.
How am i going to get work on time ??? But it's okay;
im working with Fai todayy, and Jon. Damn i don't like working with Jon.
Macam messy gitu, just hope i get to do inside instead of him as last week he already do inside, i did outside.
Takper, i'll fuck him if he don't let me do inside.

He's ending work pretty soon. And we'll make our move to my workplace,
So its been one super long post and i'll blog once again when i'm free aite :)
peace out.

-Syasya Miller-

bored

2009-03-25T15:50:00.002+08:00

im bored!
bored waiting for Adnan.
From 3 plus change till 5 plus.
damn i'm so bored !
lalalalaaa..

was just watching vids at youtube.
BORED!
i'm going for training later in the evening in school.
Miracle that i'm going school training. Haha.

Bored !!!
What should i do ??

Ystrdy accompany him to ITE Tamp for some things, but just wasted our trip there as he only gotta come back on monday. Afterwhich heads to ITE Simei to collect my new Ezlink card. Haha. i look so chubby in the picture. Ohmigawd/ But no one will sees it, i swear ! Hahaa. Walk to Simpang Bedok to grab early dinner. We were there from 5 plus till about 8 plus. We did talk alot. Can see we can get along well ;)

Get new stud for my tongue, and it's PINK!
i just love pink.

I'm outta here!

-Syasya Miller-

percussion

2009-03-24T13:45:00.002+08:00

breakout ladies with marco, e extra

syasya, yul & akbar

farhan & syasya

yul & syasya

I think i'm missing these bunch of awesome cool classmates,
MJ0901C1 & MJ0901C2. less then a week of hols, i'm missing them already. Actually there's more photos, but its inside my thumbdrive, im lazy to take :)

Wow, i didnt know they could make a different in my life. I really can't wait to see them :)
I miss them. Just hope we'll be in the same class for April Intake, esp my 2 girlfriends :) *hugs&kisses*

Anyway, a friend, Adnan, asked whether i would like to join his percussion group, Bloco Singapura. One of the well known group in SG. But i'm still reconsidering it. Cuz i love percussion, i just love the sounds they make. It's just so awesome. But i told him i will feel like a NOOB la. Haha. Thats why i'm reconsidering it. Ohhs.. ! Haha. So should i join ???

I'll let you know asap okay Adnan ;)

So.. Was working with Is & Amsyar yesterday. It was so kecohrable. Fun people to work with. Hahaas. Well, next working day will be Saturday.. with Jon. OMG! I put 3 shifts on my availability, at last i got 2 onli. Then SM complain i don't put enough shifts. But it's him who don't give me the shifts i wanted. Oh damn.. How to earn big2 money sey. Hahaa.

Alright i'm outta here. Im damn lazy to go class today. Oh man...
Okayy, i wanna watch Twilight. See ya people.

-Syasya Miller-

random

2009-03-22T03:53:00.002+08:00

Its 4:00am to be exact.
I got home from work about 2:30am just now.
The driver turn one big round sia. Like all over East ! Hahah.
Takpe, don't blame him la kans.

Anyway, i made 2 new friends today.
Both are partners at starbucks but from diff store.
One is from Suntec and the other is from Paragon.
Awesome guys. Super duper friendly :))

Working with Ida & Jon was alright just now.
Jon gets some scoldings from Ida, LOLs.
It's a good thing we start our closing early, end early la.
I really did my closing properly when it comes to Ida being the MOD. Hahas.
She decided to Cab back, asked me along as she stay tamp also.
But i reject her offer, bukan jual mahal.. Cumer tanak menyusahkan aje.
I rather take transport, take my time. Heeh.

Having store meeting tomorrow.
Not going for training then. Damn it !
But it's okay, once in a while. Hahas.
Speaking of training, its been more then a month since i last went for sch training.
Hahaks. Maybe next week or something can. LOLs.
Confirm Wei Kang make noise. Hehehs.

Alright i'm outta here.
I'm tired of working okayy.

-Syasya Miller-

boring(:

2009-03-20T15:07:00.004+08:00

im just rotting at home today, besides going for class later.

yesterday went to school just for a stress management talk, kinda boring.
friends sabo me to participate in the stupid games just becuz Chen Li Rui, the crazy boy volunteered. Fuck the what kan. Tapi takpe, kene supporting. LOLs.
We did cheat actually, we're supposed to do something which i shall not elaborate for as many times in 1 min, i know i did 30plus, but friends told me i did 40. Hahahs.
Awesome bunch of people.

After which, we all heads down to Pasir Ris to have our early lunch. Food wasn't that great.
Lepak around Syafiq aka Mickey Mouse place. Hehe. They play cards, normal gamble la. Hahaks. Its funny to watch them play but fun. Rara, Aika, Marco, Nas, Nash, Rudy, Akid, Fiee, Syafiq and me was there. Only some play.

Abt 4 all decided to make a move, Mickey Mouse heads home, Akid & Fiee too.. And me also. The rest heads to TM. Alright i'm outta here ;)

Oh before i forgot..
CONGRATS TO DEAREST YANYAN BESTIE FOR PASSING HIS TP, I MEANT HE ALREADY GOT HIS BIKE LICENSE. YEY. I'M HAPPY FOR HIM REALLY.
CONGRATS EH YANYAN !!

-Syasya Miller-

:)

2009-03-15T20:59:00.003+08:00

the last week of NCT programme is coming.
afterwhich, a month of break. oh man...
guess i will miss my awesome crazy bunch of classmates.
we might not be in the same class in the April intake. Sianz!
But we'll meet around school, hopefully.

anyway, my tongue has recovered
and i love it. yay !

was working yesterday..
it was alright, i did things alright i supposed :)

and yeah, i fell asleep while blogging.
gtg. nights!

-Syasya Miller-

sleepy

2009-03-11T23:11:00.002+08:00

been kinda long since i last updated.
i have been busy with schools lately. damn tiring.
i think i really needs rest.

IM FUCKING SLEEPY.
BUBYE

macS

2009-03-08T17:57:00.004+08:00

Chilling at Mac with babes :)
kinda bored seriously, when HE didnt get back to me when HE said he would.
He's repairing the toilet or went to the toilet for how many hours ??
OMG! LOLs. but it's alright. I understand it :)

&& babes salivas kept " tempias " on me.
On my right, Nano's and left, Wardah's. LOLs
wtf ? LOLs random ! HAHA.

And Efah says HELLO

Alright, i'm off to pierce my tongue.
see ya people.

-Syasya Miller-

rara baby !

2009-03-05T22:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY LEGAL 18 BIRTHDAY RARA BABY !
FINALLY THIS SMALL CUTE, DONT LOOK LIKE 18 TURNS 18. LOLS.
FUN, AWESOME, GREAT FRIEND TO BE WITH.

Sorry eh babe, i stole your picture from your bloggie :)
have a great birthday baby :)

-Syasya Miller-

sentosa

2009-03-04T22:58:00.003+08:00

Sentosa with classmates & teachers was awesome.
Tiring but GREAT :)
Rode the LUGE & SKYRIDE. I love it seriously :D

Ate alot of fastfood today, went to Vivo afterwhich meet mummy at Raffles.
Dinner at LJS, at TM. Went to survey laptop.
And i'm wanting a Lenovo laptop. It's small, pink + white & cute.
It's just like my phone. Called dad and told him about it.
It cost $700, having offer :)
So i told daddy to buy for me, but i pay abit. So he said weekends.
I can't really wait !

Syasya

The BabeSyasya, Yul & AkbarYul & SyasyaFarhan & Syasya

-Syasya Miller-

pierced

2009-03-03T22:18:00.002+08:00

i'm gonna pierce my tongue for sure.
maybe this saturday ?

dengar2 ader orang nak tunjok terror,
tindik pat telinge, yang sbela atas eh.
cheyy... fierce sey. HAHAH.
tapi takder originalities buat apekan daye. LOLs

okayyla.
when my pay's in, i'm gonna get my tongue pierced.
Efah told me at Parkway Parade there have or Craft at TM.
So we'll see how :D
YEY.. i'm excited sei :))

-Syasya Miller-

yawnz !

2009-03-03T18:30:00.002+08:00

i'm super duper sleepy and tired.
just got home.

had school the whole day.
had late lunch with Afif at TM, LJS.
where we bumped into Efah & Wardah.
I was hoping to see them, like finally YEAH !

saw the rest also, tapi dorang macam sombong.
takper, SYASYA KAN SAPER !
aku tak kisah la ni sumer. Yang aku tau, kawan setia aku tetap ader :)
i love korang.

talked stuffs with them.
its kinda hurtful to hear stories abt what happen in school w/o me.
member luper member lain, member buat citer lain, member no sense of originalities lain.
ASTAGA ! asal lah orang2 macam dorang hidup ? Hahaas.
Siak kan aku. LOLs.

It's great to talk with Efah & Wardah once in awhile.
Cuz we really seldom meet. *hugs!*

Anyway, i was working yesterday night with Bear & Fai.
Partner and MOD gerek. Haha.
Close shop before 10, ape tidak abes cepat. LOLs.

I was hoping to see him yesterday,
but he wasn't working. Oh well...
Who knows saturday eh :)

Okay i'm out of here :)

-Syasya Miller-

bored

2009-03-01T19:09:00.003+08:00

SUMPAH AKU
BORING MACAM
PANTAT SIOLS !

MACAM NAK MENGAMUK JE.
NAK KLUAR PON TAK TAU NAK PEGI MANER.
SERIOUSLY, I FEEL LIKE FUCKING SOMEONE UP DOWN INSIDE OUT TO RELEASE MY ANGER.
BUT TELL ME WHO WANTS TO GET FUCK UNNECCESORILY ?
ONLY DUMB PEOPLE DOES.

I'M IN NEED OF CIG.
LIFE'S BECOMING MUCH MORE STRESSER EACH DAY.
OOHLALA..

and i kept thinking about him all day long.
i just don't know why its hard for me to forget about him
though it's only awhile :(

-Syasya Miller-

its over

2009-02-28T23:41:00.000+08:00

babyboi will not be call babyboi anymore.
sounds saddening, i know.
but yeah i can accept the fact that it's true.

we broke off due to personal stuffs,
which only some people knows.
oh goodness...

i don't blame him for this,
i don't blame myself either (:
so PEACE !

we will treat each other as friends.
but i'm just thinking how am i supposed to react when i see him.
i meant...
he's working infront of my store. OMG !

memories will stay as memories.
and i'll let bygones be bygones.

its okay, i can be strong and i will
for now i just have Izad, Efah & my partner Amsyar to hang on to with.
Thanks people.

-Syasya Miller-

babyboi

2009-02-26T22:36:00.004+08:00

i think i'm loving my babyboi more and more each day.
can't help not thinking about him everyday & everytime.
he's one such sweet, adorable and awesome boyfriend to be with.
i'm really happy being with him now :)
he always made my day even when i'm down, there's no need for him to ask whether or why i'm feeling down or when something's bothering me.
he's always there when i'm in need of him although he's always busy with work.
i can understand that he's always busy, cuz i'm busy myself with school, work and TKD :) Although when people sees him and says he look like mat rep, i don't bother. Cuz he's not.. Haha. For me, he don't even look like one. That's what makes me love him more :)
i really felt that i'm lucky to be with someone like him who cares and concerns.
whenever i don't feel like going school, he will really force me to go school, he'll scold me no matter what... unless i'm really tired and he will understand it :) how sweet of him right ?

& to dearest babyboi..
i'm very grateful to be with you.
getting to know you more when we're already together is really awesome.
i love you baby :)

♥ Syasya Miller

my property :)

2009-02-24T15:22:00.003+08:00

Been 4 freaking days since i last update anything here :)

i've been so busy lately with usuals...
school, work and tkd classes.
wanting to talk to kelvin about cutting down my teaching classes.
but i just can't say no to him u see.
but i'll try my best to talk to him by this week :)

was working yesterday night with Nik & Is.
Kecohrable with both of them.
Maner kene bar test, maner kene DIAZANKAN dengan Is.
Haha.

Babyboy was working yesterday also. But should be till 9pm.
He chill with his friends outside his store after work till late and his manager asked him to take his transport back with his friends. Best kan manager gitu. Haha.
He was looking awesome yesterday.
I just like how he wear seriously. It looks hot for me :DD

Anyway, if you're curious to see him..
here's a picture of him ;)

-Syasya Miller-

he turns 19 :D

2009-02-20T13:24:00.004+08:00

it's the 20th february 09.

and guess what ?

my babyboy's turns 19 today.
see how old is he. haha.
padahal padahal.

HAPPY 19 BIRTHDAY DEAREST.
I CAN'T GIVE YOU ANYTHING NOW, MONEY NO HAVE.
HAHAH.
I'LL MAKE UP TO YOU SOON OKAY SAYANG.
I LOVE YOU :)

Anyway, school's been alright lately.
with lovables mates and funny teachers.
Esp yesterday, class supposed to end at 4.
But the CMS teacher thought ends about 3plus.
330pm out of school already. Haha.

Anyway, here's pichas of us at breakout and science discovery centre.

-Syasya Miller-

luahan hati

2009-02-17T16:26:00.002+08:00

i think you people should check this vid out.
the singer, wow... his voice is truely awesome!
yey im so really in love with this song..
FEELING DOK FEELING. LOLs :))
but its awesome isn't it :D

anyway, im attached :)
to my small cute guy :D
it's an interesting stuffs really.
wanna know what i meant ask me personally okay.
heeh.

-Syasya Miller-

happy valentine.

2009-02-15T16:37:00.003+08:00

i'll cut my post short for today.
due to time constraint.

yesterday's valentine's day. HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY PEOPLE!
received nothing, as expected. Haha.
Just a yellow heart shaped balloon from FAHMI aka ABG POLICE.
He's so nice to drop by my store yesterday just to meet me.
Thanks for making my day Fahmi ! i love you...

Yes i'm working yesterday night on Valentine's Day.
And i don't really know why i really had those SUAY customers ah.
i had alot of them. And saturday night don't always have many people..
Yesterday night, SLAM like what !!! Hahah.. I'm so stress up seriously.

First i got stress up cuz my closing partner can't make it again for what reason i don't know why.
That's okay. Aaron is there to help. Thanks dude.
But slam was like wtf seriously. Hahaah. Closing also like rushing.

And and i kept talking about the Cute McDonalds guy to Leo. He just layankan la :P
Haha so yeah.. The McDonalds guy was there but he's not working.
Chat with him during my break, and we did exchanged numbers. Heehee.
Suke la Syasya.. Hahaah. MIANG PUNYER BUDAK KAN AKU ! LOLs.
He made my day too :))

Okay i'm off now. I gotta clean some stuffs and gonna get ready to go out.
It's gonna be 5pm , as i'm having a musical to watch with my classmates at Esplanade Theatre.
I know you've heard of BREAKOUT,the musical. Yes i'm watching that. School pays, why not !! LOLs.

Alright i'm off.

TO FAHMI AND WAN..
THANKS FOR CHEERING ME UP AND BEING THERE WHEN I'M REALLY STRESSED UP AND DOWN. I REALLY APPRECIATE YOU GUYS. AND WAN, THOUGH YOU'RE A NEW FRIEND TO ME, I STILL APPRECIATE YOU AS SOMEONE I LOVE.. TAKE CARE PEOPLE. LOVE YA GUYS.

-Syasya Miller-

imy

2009-02-13T17:01:00.002+08:00

MHF..
i miss u though :(
just kept thinking of u but nothing can be done :(

to that someone.
i know u're really DUMBFOUNDED by what i told u the other day.
just hope u can forgive me.

Also...
i think i'm falling in love.
Maybe with him or him ? Hahaha..
Is it I or R ? LOLs.
Time will tell yeah.

I'm missing my ex school mates.
it's great seeing them just now and also Mr Halim :D
Did some catching up with them. It's awesome :))

-Syasya Miller-

:)

2009-02-10T15:31:00.003+08:00

YEY !
i made a new friend ystrdy while working closing.
new friend from McDonalds. Haha.
One cute guy :D
Heehee..

Anyway..
I think MHF doesn't really bother about me anymore i supposed. Its okay.
I'm still having others to be there for me when i need them.

YANYAN & IZAD :)
(not ruhaizad bin nordin k) haha
I really appreciate and love this two people i know in my life.
I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH GUYS.

and finally..
i've gotten my LG KS360.
bought it with my own money, my pay money.
Bought mum a Samsung F480 for her birthday. How nice am i.
Kinda alright the price. 2 Phones for below 300bucks.
Awesome ey.

-Syasya Miller-

pity him :(

2009-02-06T23:42:00.004+08:00

SuperBABY

Mum & Son

Alalala... Pity you la

OMG!
I've been blogging everyday for this whole week ?!
wow..time flies seriously..

Anyway......
Tiring, just got back from class.
As usual..
yada yada yada.

Earlier today.. School ended about 1230pm.
Decided to visit dearest cuzzie who was warded at CGH 2 nights ago due to Appendix.
Tu la tahan kencing ngan berak lagi. Haha Kiddings aite dude :)
Bought him 2 cheesecake from Starbucks Simei due to his Sweet 17 today.
Don't say sweet only. It's his sweet,sour and bitter 17.
What a birthday to spend at the hospital ?! Damn.

So from 1pm until lets say 430pm i sat with him, accompany him till his mum came.
Aunt bought some drinks and a birthday cake for him. How sweet right.
Shasha came with Anis, bought for us food. Yummy Yummy :))

Left about 6plus.
Coincidently bumped into mummy when reached Simei MRT :)
Home and to class.

HAPPY SWEET, SOUR AND BITTER 17 DEAREST CUZZIE.
THERE'S ALWAYS A NEXT YEAR FOR PIT OR CHALET ALRIGHT :)
I LOVE YOU LOADS OKAY.. MWAKS MWAKS!

Anyway, thought of getting a new phone maybe tomorrow i think.
survey abit then buy lohz.
Either the LG KS360 or SAMSUNG F480. See how the phone is and the price too.
Nyehehehe :D

Anyway, to Yanyan & MHF..
tHanks for letting me know you're still there for me when i'm in need of you.
Although korang macam BISCOTTI, kejap ader kejap takde.
But i appreciate you guys being there.
Love you dudes many2 okay. Mwaks Mwaks ! <33

Okay i'm outta here.
Working closing tomorrow. Yey!
See you around people.

Before i leave, here's a photo of a classmate of mine who......
See for urself :)

Uncensored Scene at Sch Stadium !

-Syasya Miller-

tecktonik

2009-02-05T17:16:00.001+08:00

i think tecktonik is awesome.
check out this vid :D

song : mondotek - alive

enjoy!

-Syasya Miller-

sick

2009-02-04T16:50:00.003+08:00

oh gosh.
tell me i'm not falling sick again please.

starting to have headaches and pain in the throat.
oh no.
i don't wanna be sick again please.

fever is coming!
damn!

2 hours of sch for 3 days.
wah, pathetic but fun isn't it ? LOLs
sch resume as per normal tmr.

till then.
i'm getting sick.

get well soon Syasya.

-Syasya Miller-

life

2009-02-03T17:47:00.004+08:00

sometimes when i'm bored or all alone..

many things will just lingers in my mind.
not wanting to tell others about it, i'll just keep it to myself.
and maybe who knows one day i might just blow up to anyone.

well questions that lingers around are like....
what's happening to life ?
where are my friends ?
what are they doing ?
what mistakes have i done ?
is there really end of the world ?
why do people kept complaining of feeling lonely ?
why .....

there's kinda loads more questions gushing in and out of my mind.
what am i to do ?
Still, life really gotta move on isn't it ? Haish !
How i wish i was still a baby, not knowing anything about life.
did no sins, being loved and cared by everyone. wldn't it be so awesome ?

nevermind.
i'll just gotta move one with my one & only life
:) have a great life you people out there.
enjoy to the fullest yeah.

anyway, i've decided what phone i'm wanting to get.
It's like Rara's phone, a classmate of mine.
It's LG KS360. See how hot this baby is.
I'm sure i'm gonna get my hands on you darling.
And you'll be my one and only :) Heehee.& to dearest mum.
HAPPY 41st BIRTHDAY TO YOU !
I LOVE YOU MUMMY.

-Syasya Miller-

mia

2009-02-02T16:02:00.003+08:00

i think i'm losing people, or they just went missing ?
which is true ?
they left w/o any news.w/o any text or calls.
why?
have i really done something that makes them walk away from me?
or is it them themselves who makes them walk away from me ?

if u say the text messages sent by me wasn't recieved, you're one fucking liar.
i understand if you're lazy to reply. can't you just pick up the phone and dial my number ?

and to MSR,
i fucking don't know where the fuck are you since you last meet me.
we had a great time, afterwhich you left. what the fuck ?!
u did something and left ?
or are you wanting to achieve what you want for the next 3 months as what u told me ?
Haiz. You really turn my mind upside down, inside out.

also to MHF,
gone mia too is it ? no text, no calls, no msn.
busy ? i don't think you are.
oh well.. i can't do anything about it thought.
your life, i've no right to control it right.
just take care.

Sape2 yang terase with those words i say, who knows maybe i'm talking about you ?
Hahah.. As you wish people :)

Till then
Take Care.

-Syasya Miller-

get a life !

2009-01-31T14:14:00.005+08:00

i'm currently feeling so sleepy and restless after doing some housework and had lunch. damn!

going to work later maybe about 5pm. Thought of meeting Harry but no text or calls from him. Oh well.. It's alright then :) Some other time perhaps yeah.

The so good looking and cute guy on the left. My boyfriend ? How i wish.. Haha.. He's an indonesian actor, Bayu. Yes that's his name. Super cute isn't he. You people should catch the Sinetron titled Suci. It's an awesome show ! :)) Heehee..

So, let me get to my point of blogging today. So random i know.

i think i'm starting to hate someone in my life. He's not really part of my life actually. He's just a friend, a junior to me. But for the past weeks, he's been showing attitude towards me since i kinda ask him to do something. The thing that i asked him to do is super simple.But yet he wanna throw the simple work to another person. Like wtf right ? I know. Throw tantrum...Talking to me yet not looking at me. What's his point of doing that ? FUCKING SHIT SERIOUSLY. What is his problem towards me ? Wanna talk to me also ask someone to send ur message. Enough of these shits aite ! If u wanna hate me i don't care.. Just hate me.. Don't needa show your fucking and freaking attitude towards me. Respect me for who i am ! Students complained to me about u. Do you even know that ? I know you don't. Feedbacks was given. You think you're a big fuck after wearing that gee isn't it ? Think again you're not. At least respect who trained you, who teached you until u wore that gee aite ! Get a life !

Phew! That was some complain i think. Haha. Sape2 yang terase tu, kau punye pasal okay :) So i guess i'm done blogging for now. Working closing later..So yeah.. I'll update soon. See ya around people. Take care & don't take drugs ;)

-Syasya Miller-

random :D

2009-01-30T16:57:00.005+08:00

i just woke up from my B.E.A.U.T.FOOL sleep. And it's not really beautifool la. HAHAS. But it's alright (: I kinda have some rest, it's enough for me.So school was short just now. Thought after having a talk by a camp instructor,can go home. But still have lessons. Oh my.. Yeah i'm having camp this coming monday till wednesday at st john's island. But i'm a lazy ass, i'm sick of camps seriously after i get back from taman negara. Haha. So i told my form teacher i not going, but yet gotta attend class as usual which i so prefer :) Only some of my classmates are not going. Hahaks. The rest are all going. Takpe, I'M REALLY SICK OF CAMPS!!! LOLs

Anyway as u can see the picture on top.. See how fucking tall this guy is and he's my age. I'm onli like below, not even his shoulder level. Hahaks. But guess what ? There's another guy who is taller than him.. A guy in school also. Wow.. i don't know what they did to themselves till they are super tall. Haha. And i really think i'm appreciating school more and more each day. Maybe cuz of the super nice classmates or the lecturers ? or the school ? Haha.. I don't know. Just feel school is awesome. I tak cabot2 okay :)

Yesterday night, having TKD training at TM8 as u all know i'm not teaching there anymore, i train. It was alright. Did some sparing. It was alright. I dont really think i improve that much. and the weirdest thing of all is during school training, i can't kick the powerpack. but during kelvin's training i can kick the powerpack. I just don't know why the feeling is like that. weird huh. And here's what my feet turns out to be :)

Yeah. that's a BLISTER. Like blood clot right. And it's red seriously. I don't know why my blister turns out to be red in colour. Haha. Disgusting i know :DD

So im working closing tomorrow evening. Like finally ! I miss work seriously. It's been almost 2 weeks since i last work. Saddening right i know. Okay just hope partners gerek2 yang work :))
Till then, i'll blog more soon when i got the time too. Take care people.

-Syasya Miller-

i miss you

2009-01-28T21:28:00.002+08:00

i think i'm really missing alot of people lately.
alright, let me list down those people whom i missed :)

♥ MD HARRY FARHAN <33
♥ YANYAN <33>
♥ SHAHRIZAL <33
♥ NAZURAH DIANA <3
♥ NUR NAREEFAH<3
♥ NOR HAQIMAH<3
♥ MD RUHAIZAD<3
♥ NURASHIMA<3
♥ WAN WARDAH<3
♥ RAUDHAH<3
♥ NUR ASYILAH<3
♥ MD FAHMI<3

i don't know if i missed out anyone. if i do,
do tell me okay :))
thought of putting u people pictures up.
but im just so lazy to find :)

i hope u miss me too people.
i love you :)
we'll meet up soon.
mwaks mwaks

-Syasya Miller-

Taman Negara

2009-01-27T22:26:00.008+08:00

i'm back from Taman Negara. There's loads of pichas. Just upload a handful or two (:
Nature was awesome. Everything was great.
But i wasn't at peace. Haiz !
Enjoy the pichas !

Anyway, daddy... u saw what happen to my phone. So i really need a new phone asap k :D

-Syasya Miller-

sorryy :)

2009-01-22T23:51:00.003+08:00

hello people.
sorry for not taking the time to update my one and only blog.
been busy with schools and TKD lately.
Trainings here and there.Blisters, swollen instep, legs... Oh well...

school been alright lately.
and TKD trainings just keep getting tougher and tougher.
I guess i really needa put in more effort in training and go for more trainings.
I really needa buck up !!
Someone push me eh ! I really wanna fight tournaments okayy.

So, i'll be away until tuesday to taman negara with daddy and his bike.
Yey, go so far far take bike. Cool or what. So yeah..
It will be during the CNY. blahblahblahhhhhh ~~
I think i'm gonna have a great time there :)
So i think i'll be blogging next when i got back from Taman Negara okay people ?
Dont miss me too much :DD

So...
someone said i don't miss him or sayang him anymore.
Nahh, that's not true okay.. Maybe cuz u've been busy lately, so am i..
That's why sometimes time flies w/o us knowing or make us think of each other.
Oh what am i talking seriously ? Nevermind.

Anyway, MD HARRY FARHAN ....
I really miss you okay.. Miss seeing you, Miss looking at you, Miss talking to you, Miss watching you and Miss ______________. Fill in the blanks aite. Hahas. It's not that i don't wanna see u or talk to u or watever okay.. Maybe you're too busy with school that's why. But it's okay... I still will remember you okay.. Just don't forget me darling ;)
K ? i love you :DD

-Syasya Miller-

sicksicksick !

2009-01-16T22:29:00.002+08:00

Syila & SyasyaMin & Syasya

Alright i'm not in super good situation now. I'm fucking sick !
My nose and my throat and my teeth fucking hurts siak. Macam nak mati jek.

Speaking of dying... Was walking to class after alighting from the bustop, skali saw lots of people crowding and saw some police and some area being closed. So me and kelvin kepo2 la go see.. Then we saw the dead people tent. Kinda like when people die, they use that thing to cover it. So yeah, there's someone under that tent, plus there's blood all over flowing down to the drain. Damn fucking alot. And it's a suicide thingyy. Disgusting like what.

Anyway, went to sch as usual in the morning. Went with Amir since cuzzie will be late. So yeah.. Went to class awhile onli, the go ISH. Got telematch la.. Some of my friends joined also.. Haha.. Mergat was cool :) Yes his name is Mergat okay. LOLs. Nice guy :) So yeah.. telematch between Schools. What i meant by schools is School Of Engineering, School Of Business etc etc la okay.. And guess who's the champion this year ??

SCHOOL OF ENGINEERING AR.. TERROR PER ENGINEERING ! WOOHOOO ! CONGRATS PEOPLE. YOU ALL ARE GREAT, BUT FUNNY :D

So im working as 2nd opener tomorrow at 8am. say what ? 8am ?? HAHAH.. then i gotta go CCK for dinner. Ahhh like wtf sei... i know why i am sick, i dont have plenty of rest.. Haiyyoh. Lack of rest.. Sunday working also, then training. Haiiyohh.. Just gotta bare with it i supposed :) LOLs. Okay i'm outta here.

And yanyan, i'll be always missing you okay. And don't say i don't miss you ar :)
Hahaks.. I love you dude.

-Syasya Miller-

school (:

2009-01-14T13:32:00.002+08:00

i'm missing you dearest friend :)
meet up soon okay ?

anyway i'm at home. supposed to be in school. but i'm so tired to go for my sports and wellness class, which is like p.e la. So me and cuzzie decided to heads home. I'm feeling so tired and restless. Plus i'm having TKD training later in the evening at school with Kelvin. So yeah why not rest awhile at home (:

So school so far is alright. I'm loving it. Kecohrable classmates and a retard one called Zhen. Eeee.. Here's how and why i hate him and keep avoiding him now ! Haha

Me : Eh spare me one fullscape paper ah.
Zhen : Oh okay. Eh ystrdy ar, like burn midnight oil i do homework. Wahh so tired. Like bus driver driving bus at midnight shift. Wahh so tired !
Me : Oh okay..
Zhen : Wahh very tired ( continues story whereas i'm not listening )
Me : Just give me the fullscape can ?
Zhen : Okay.

That was just the first part. Here goes the second part.

Me : Eh spare me another fullscape ar.
Zhen : Oh okay
Me : Thanks ar ( Turns back to the front )
Zhen : Eh Aisyah, can i have your handphone number ?
Me: Err for what ?
Zhen : Tsk just give me leh.
Me : Do want give you la.
Zhen : Can la. I PROMISE I'LL BE A GOOD HUSBAND (with and eery smile)
Me : EEEE... WHO WANTS TO MARRY YOU SIA !!

Then i ignored him. And guess what he do next ? He drew something. He drew a handcuffs with hands in it. And then he wrote his name and my name and show it to others. Like wtf right.
EeEeEeEeeEeEeeeeeeee.... geli la aku.

HaHa. Okay just a short random post aite.
Till then people. I'll be busy i supposed :)

-Syasya Miller-

just forget it

2009-01-11T20:42:00.002+08:00

there's supposed to be photos being uploaded, but the bluetooth is something wrong. So yeah maybe the photos will come in on the later part (:

Anyway, ystrdy grading was alright. Lil sis do her pattern wrongly, CIALAT ! Let her fail, i don't care. Hohoho.. Finished about 5plus and straight away rushed to NTC which is kinda nearby. Cause all the instructors have a course where new white & white yellow pattern were renewed :)) So yeah, it's super damn easy now. Hahas :D

Bowling with most of my relatives after the course at Yishun Safra. Yeah it's cool and great. Hehe.. I'm doing alright with bowling i think. Haha.. Reached home close to 3am (:

Tomorrow will be the start of my first day in school. I'm excited but at the same time nervous. Heheh.. Gonna meet new people and get to know more friends. It's confirm that i'll be taking TKD as my CCA in ITE. So yeah, i'll be starting training on Wednesday cuz the instructors there are Kelvin's friends. So yeah......... I'm excited !

Lets get to my point of blogging. Hmm....
I think it's better for me to just forget about the person whom i fell in love with and just be friends with him. I just thought that we're not making any progress, thats what i just thought. So yeah.. Us being friends is better isn't it ? So what you people think ey ? Hmmm..... Maybe i should just forget him and just get on with my life. Getting to know new people etc etc.

So i'll be doing alright i supposed (:
Alright i seriously don't know what to blog about now since i've blog about whatever i wanna blog about. So i'll be super busy with School, Work and TKD. Bleh naik stress sei ! :( So i'll try my best to cope with everything.

Alright i'm outta here (:

-Syasya Miller-

what's happening ?

2009-01-09T23:03:00.003+08:00

i don't really know what's happening these days. it just feels like i'm nothing to people.
I don't know ehk. Just have that kinda feeling. Some just kept silent, some just not talking that much to me.. What wrong have i done to these people seriously ? As far as i know, i didn't hurt anyone these few days/weeks. Or did i ? And to whoever thinks i made some mistakes or hurt you people please come and approach me and tell me what's happening. Don't just leave me and walk away without telling me anything. Haiz. What's happening seriously ? ):

Haiz.. Just felt heavy hearted since last wednesday. I don't really know whassup.
Anyway, i miss my girlfriends and boyfriends.
( Nano, Efah, Qim, Wardah, Shima, Syila, Raudhah & Masita )
( Ezad, Syafiq, Aleem, Naufal )
i think that's all i can think about. Yeah i'm hoping to meet up with them soon. Please darlings, i'm missing you people luhs, alot plak tu. Tell me when is the CCA Open House okay. I'll come down for sure babes.

So went to school earlier today. Went to pay my fees. Wow, excited aku pergi sekolah baru. Simei looks big from the outside, but it's small on the inside. So now i know :) Pay fees, wait for afif to end his class with Cheryl and her friends at the pool room. Steven is a cool guy. Chinese but talk FLUENT malay guy. Hahas(: Saw Shafwan also, a senior of mine. Yeah he still recognised me :) Heehees. So yeah, after everything, makan at the cafe then home.

Sleep awhile then off to class. Class was alright.. Took onli 4 students who are going grading which is tomorrow. I think my weekends is gonna just burn doing some dumb stuffs i supposed. No trainings on sunday. Damn i should work ! Tsk ! Boring siaks 4 days off. Although gerek ar can rest. Alright, i'm off now. Grading is tomorrow. Gotta wake up super early tomorrow yada yada yada..... Loads of things to do (: So yeah. Have a great weekend people. I love ya !

And to that someone, i think i miss you.
And Yanyan.. Thanks for everything. You're really one great super nice guy to be with, i meant as a friend (: We'll meet up soon k. I love you dude. Mwaks ~!

-Syasya Miller-

bored to death

2009-01-08T23:40:00.003+08:00

aku sumpah tak tau ape nak tules ! hohohoh... although im super fucking bored to death.

anyway....
everything's alright.
will be starting school on monday, i think and not tomorrow, i think.
gotta pay the fees tomorrow. damn its troublesome. and sucky really.
wherever you go, people will stare at you. damn that sucks !
eww.. if tomorrow i starting school eh, i dont know ehk how. hahahss.

but gonna be alright i supposed :DD
just hope my new classmates gonna be super friendly and nice okay.

and daddyy...
i want a new phone, Samsung F480 and a red Vaio laptop puhlease !
i want it asap okay. if u want i can subsidise abit :) khehehe...

-Syasya Miller-

whaddafuck !

2009-01-07T00:32:00.003+08:00

Matt Shadows : Wondering Why ?!

Yeah i'm kinda a lil upset with a letter that was being put inside my mailbox. it's a letter from ite. the good news is that i managed to go for the january intake at ITE College East. But the bad news is i didn't manage to get to the course i want, Biotechnology. Instead i get Electrical Engineering under higher nitec. And i also know, that someone is in Electrical Engineering to but under nitec, also at Simei. * uweekkk ! *

Anyway class is super boring. 7 new white belts joined w/o any warning. Pfffffft !! I hate it man. I hate white belts !!! Naughty another thing, Gotta teach them everything, Gotta get them to understand them. Totally fuck ! Uwarrghh ! Irritating kids siak. Cilanat tols !

So i'm working tmr. Leo changed my shift. Will be working from 6 to closing. Don't know who will be doing closing with me. Just hope partners2 yang gerek2 uhs :DD

I'm freaking bored. Just chatting with my good friend, Yanyan.. Harry's working and Hafiz is asleep. Wow macam miracle gitu he sleep early eh. Usually i'll see him online during this time. Maybe he's tired of sch, eh eh eh ?! LOLs. Super bored i am right now!
Lalalalala )):

-Syasya Miller-

i miss you, i think !

2009-01-06T17:39:00.004+08:00

i think i'm falling in love,real love.
haha.

make up reason that that's just a song. sorry eh bear :D maybe u know, maybe u don't. Heehee...well, i think i'm falling in love..maybe ?

haha. nah, it's not love at first sight is it ? i also don't know why i fell for him, not others. maybe he's fun, interesting, understanding ? haha. i don't know eh. i just feel that i'm falling for him :D

lalalala (:
he's working anyway. alright i'm super bored. no one to talk to. haven't shower since morning. i know i stinks. what to do.. when i'm slacking at home, this is what always happens. damn! will be working tmr at 10am. Si Bei Sian Sia. Haha. But just hope the partners are great ones :DD

im bored today. Time flies so fast today, unlike yesterday really. Don't you people feel it ? it's so weird to feels that way seriously. Hahah.. I think i miss him. i think. Hahaha.. Not that him whom i think you people are thinking though the person i think that u're thinking misses me. Err you people got that? Hahaks.. Its someone la okay :DD

And i'm really hating the person i think you're thinking about. Although he misses me i think i hate him. No sense of originalities. Eww.. Fugusting (Fucking Disgusting!) hahaks. Eee.. I can't believe sia. Okay nevermind. Haha.. Just makes me feel super disgusting :P Sorry eh sape2 yang terase :)

alright, having class later, and i hate Eden class. I meant the condo name is Eden. So pathetic number of students and a pathetic place. Though its condo. So sucky man.

I'm missing my babes and dudes !!

-Syasya Miller-

life

2009-01-05T23:25:00.000+08:00

life's getting bored and bored each day.
except when it comes to work and friends, it isn't.

seriously super boring. like nothing to do.
not working tomorrow, gonna be more bored at home i supposed.

people has already started school. they go school, i go work.
aiyoh. da macam orang bekerje full time aku ni. Haha. Train's gonna be so damn full.

damn i hate it seriously. Hahaa.

doing nothing much. chatting with harry. boring liao.
alright i'm off.

-Syasya Miller-

boring

2009-01-03T02:47:00.002+08:00

I'm super bored, fucking bored to be exact. It's 2:50am and i'm not sleepy. Waiting for Harry to come online,damn i don't know what took him so long. Hahah.

Oh yes, the pichas there. The one with the hat is Harry :) Hahaks. And those are the people which i spent my countdown with. Hahaaks. Kecoh per. Anyway, thanks Hafiz for the pichas :D

So i'm freaking bored decided to blog :D Great idea, i know. Heehee. So just chatting with Hafiz and waiting for Harry..

Was working just now. Wasn't really tiring,work with Rul, Izan and Josh. Sumer super gerek nyer orang :) Hurhur !! End work, pack and head back to tamp for class. Class was alright, took the senior belts. Not bad la really, just abit messy. That's all. Working tomorrow also, and sunday, have meeting. I meant TKD meeting. Damn grading is just next week and i didn't realised it. Time really really flies isn't it. Hahaha.

After class, Kelvin decided to buy smtng for lil sis. Nothink to buy, he just buy a Strawberry Cheesecake at 7-11. At least it's the thoughts that counts right ? Hahahh. Yeah he drop by my place awhile to give lil sis the gift :) Heehe. He's a nice guy.

So yeah..

HARRY HARRY HARRY HARRY HARRY HARRY HARRY..
FASTER ONLINE CAN OR NOT ?! I SLEEEEEEEPY SIA ! HUMPHZ!

-Syasya Miller-

i miss my kawans,

2009-01-01T23:10:00.003+08:00

Qim & Syasya

Efah & Syasya

Shima & Syasya

Nano, Raudhah & Syasya

Syasya, Eddy & Haider

Syasya & Nano

Syasya & Bob

School's reopen tomorrow. But nahh i won't be waking up early, shower, wear my pasir ris sec uniform again, walk to school.. Nahh, that won't happen. I think i'm missing my kawans alots. It's like suddenly i felt that way while walking back from work.

Been 4 years we've been together. Been through ups and downs together for the past 4 years. It's really awesome being with them. Really can't erase those sweet memories being with them :) i'm missing them loads seriously. heehee.

so yeah.. it's already 2009. And guess what ? i spent my first second of new year at work. With no one i know. I meant the partners are not from my store, but crazy hyper dudes. Bagels and Bananas been thrown. Haha. But they're awesome,esp Harry :D Hahakks. Yeah man, the long-nice-hair-cute dude. hahaha.

So i'm working just now also. Supposed to start at 10, but i clock in at 12. Heehe. Told Leo i got something on, so yeah. Work until 8plus. Gotta scrub the backroom floor for one and half hour. Fun jugak, macam Cinderella. Hahaha. Yeah i'm working tomorrow, at 12 to 5.

And it's lil sister birthday. 02 Jan. Finally she's 11. Still small okay :)
Anyway, happy birthday small kiddo. Your present wait i get for you ar okay.
A year older, be wiser. Don't be naughty.

-Syasya Miller-

It Sucks Man !

2008-12-30T20:45:00.002+08:00

Matthew Charles Sanders aka Matt Shadows

Mum took off this whole week. Isn't that awesome. Went to JB yada yada yada. It's tiring ey. And malaysia sumer boleh ape. HAHAHH. Brought VCDs, it's awesome yeah :D

Sorry la Amsyar didn't get you anything. Nothing to buy there. You know malaysia what. Haha.

Got back about 3plus i think, straight went to bed. Hahah. I didn't have a good sleep actually.

Went out to grab breakfast, heads down to wild wild wet for swimming with cuzzies and siblings. it was really a great fun being in the water once in awhile. Been telling people i've been wanting to go swimming but yet i didn't.

Yeah, it's the day today.

Damn, it's gonna be 2009 soon. A year passed super fast isn't it. And guess what ? I'm freaking gonna spend my new year at work. Damn that sucks. Only dumb people will work during New Year's Eve. Damn! Hahha. But it's alright. I've no where to go this new year's eve too. No one asked me out etc etc etc. Hahahha. So yeah, just be happy working :))

Happy 2009 People ! A new year, a new millenium. So may your new year be a blissful and a great year and also for the years to come yeah. Happy New Year People !

-Syasya Miller-

Robert Pattinson

2008-12-26T15:04:00.001+08:00

ROBERT PATTINSON!

the 2nd hottest guy living on earth. Damn you people should catch Twilight. How i wish i'm the lucky girl, Bella Swan. Damn!

I'm so in love with Robert Pattinson. Awww.....

Twilight is awesome! Never get sick of it :D

speedboat-ing

2008-12-26T10:05:00.004+08:00

At Yishun Damp

The trail

On the Speedboat (:

Spent the whole day with dad yesterday after spending a night at his place. He fetched me from work as mum and sisters went off to JB. Sleep over at my grandmother's place. Yeah i missed everything there. Hahah. But it's alright. Working with Amsyar and Shah wasn't tiring at all. LOLs. It's great :D Went for dinner yada yada yada then home.

Yesterday morning woke up, went to uncle's place at Woodlands. Breakfast there then off to Sembawang Yatch Club. My uncle has a boat there which he wants to transport it to Yishun Damp. Yey, i gotta ride the boat, a speedboat to be exact. Haha. Super fun ! Yeah, idk where's yishun damp at. The place is so dalam. Ewww... Like kampong like that. Haha. Ends everything about 5+. Heads home then sleep. Cuz super tired. Woke up at 7+ wash up and went for dinner at Tong Seng. As usual, went arab street after that.

And yeah, saw Shah with his mate. Guess he's not working yeah. Just hand signal to him. LOLs. The-green-eyed guy ! LOLs.

Im so not working today. And i've already appeal for the higher nitec courses. So yeah. Just wait for the results. Hopefully i'll get into Simei, Biotechnology. So yeah.. Hopefully ey! Hahhs.

And yeah.. i'm still not over MATT SHADOWS yet. He's also The green-eyed guy. Hahaks. Here's a vid i grab fron youtube as a tribute to the hottest guy on earth, Matt Shadows.

-Syasya Miller-

results !

2008-12-18T17:30:00.002+08:00

Alright. It's the 18 baby ! Finally gotta see all my babes and dudes :D Super miss them alot really. So had our late breakfast at Macs. Efah cuts her hair which i see no difference in. LOLs. And then off to school (: Yeay !

Reach school, slack awhile. Then off to the hall to wait for the results. Tension filled the surroundings. Oh yes, i can tell everyone's nervous while waiting for the results really. After minutes of waiting, results are released.

Finally it's my turn. Mr Halim alr get a box of tissues for us. But nahh i don't need any tissues. So yeah. I got 10 points for L1B2 which is alright. And i could go sec 5 too. It's not that i don't want. I didn't attend Bridging course which just suck, that's why i can't go sec 5. That's pathetic la seriously. I find it so merepek really. But i got 14 points for L1B4 which is good. Cuz in order for me to go Higher Nitec, the points must not be more than 19. So yeah, for me it's good. I'll go Higher Nitec then :D That's what i've decided. Most of my guy friends also will proceed to ITE. yeah got members !! Heehe. Mostly also Higher Nitec. Yipee..

Alright,i'm off now.

Daddy ! I want my laptop asap. Kekeke.

-Syasya Miller-

live my life

2008-12-16T13:29:00.003+08:00

So, as you readers can see i'm not dwelling much about what happened recently. Just let bygones be bygones. What has happened, has happened. It's not that i don't know what's happening around me. People are talking. About me, him, them, they, everyone. And i can't seem to understand why people love being sucha busybody person in wanting to know other person's life, or the past yada yada yada that kinda stuffs.

it's not like we're paid for us to tell them what has we gone through in life isn't it. What's the use of wanting to know your girlfriend's past. Or what her ex-boyfriend did to her.

It just suck when i get to know everything from a friend of mine who's a friend of his also about it. And not knowing it straight from his blady mouth. So what if my past still haunts me, although it doesn't now. It doesn't matter to anyone isn't it ? Not even my own boyfriend.

2 months and you're complaining everything ? C'mon la. 2 months is nothing. Your childish and immature attitude shows me everything. telling me it's wasting of time for u to meet me yada yada yada. arguing with your parents over me ? i didn't ask you to do such things. of cuz as a boyfriend you are the one which is suppose to meet up with the lady, not the other way round. Think about it !

To be continued...

Continuation...

Sorry for the late continuation. So yeah, lets get going about it.

Well, i don't know if you(my ex boyf..HAHA.sounds so funny) will be reading this blog of mine again. I just have the feeling yeah u did read this. So.... After 2 months, complaining here and there after we broke up isn't a biggie to me. It just sucks for me to know how you felt after we've broken up. And not when we're still together. At least let me know what you like and don't like of me. i know u told me about my friends, and i can't accept it. You should know why. It's because they're the people i love mixing with. You have no right to stop me from mixing around with them, don't you ? You may curse and swear at me all you want. i don't really give a damn about everything u said. You have hurt me just by telling or should i say asking people about my past life ! you could have ask me or my ex boyfriend myself. Not your friend !

What's your point ?!
Die Die wanna know !

And yes, i'm enjoying my life to the fullest now. No disturbance. Going out with who i want, do what i wanna do, with whom i wanna do things. Yeah.. Nothing and no one could stop me now (: I'm happy living my life alone, with no relationships involve. Even if i do have, it's non of anyone concern ! I'm happy with my life !!!!! Yipeeeee..

To that particular someone. I don't think you'll be reading my blog. But it's okay. You'll be out of town for 3 weeks. Damn i'm gonna miss you really. Hahahh. Alright, imy okay darl (: Mwaks.

-Syasya Miller-

its over :)

2008-12-15T12:25:00.004+08:00

Everything between me and him who i called sweetlove is over. Damn idiotic really. Just kept LMAO seriously! Yeah, it's over. No more relationship with him :) Gonna enjoy life to the fullest bebeh !

-Syasya Miller-

i'm tiring.

2008-12-15T10:35:00.003+08:00

Morning dearest readers! Yeah it's in the morning. Only 10.45am. Haha. I know it's kinda early for me to wake up. Yeah, i slept early ystrdy :)

worked till closing on saturday with Jon. Super tiring. About 1am plus then everything ends. Supposed to end before 1. Cuz our transport comes at 1. Haiiyo. Get home, eat what i brought home then off to bed without showering. You know how lazy it gets when you're home after midnight and have to shower ? Nahh.. That sucks ! LOLs.

TKD meeting ystrdy. Afterwhich heads to CCK for class. The clementi students were there as well. After that, went to Tanjong Pagar for the new sparing class with Kelvin. Feeling slightly tired, but decided not to show it to him. Reach Tanjong Pagar, went to grab a bite then off to class. Only 5 students turned up. Which is consider OKAY only, excluding me. So yeah, trained with them also cuz not many people. So yeah.. Pull my thigh muscle, and idk what happen suddenly while i was taking a break, something is poking on the inside of my ball of my foot. Damn it hurts ! Rest awhile, then okay alr lohz.

After everything ends, went to BK to have our dinner. Just me and Kelvin. We talked about me, my relationship, his relationship also. Oh well.. We talked alot (: Won't reveal anything okay. I complained to him alot really. He's so called the place where i can complain. Hahaks. Although sometimes i may hate him due to reasons, overall he's a super nice guy and that he'll do anythink to protect me. I meant he's like a big brother to me :D i really love him, as a brother.

Sometimes i wonder why people loves making others feel down just by using words ? Someone is already feeling so down, their words makes this someone feeling more down. Oh, is it because they wants to ruin their life as in miserable-ly or something something ? it just suck feeling that way. i think i'm depressed !

-Syasya Miller-

boredness

2008-11-11T13:44:00.002+08:00

BOREDNESS REALLY STRIKES.
though at aunt's place, kiddos are here i'm bored.
Slept over aunt's place ysterday till today.
Maybe be going home during late afternoon.

There's nothing much i can do really.
Just watching vids.
AVENGED SEVENFOLD FUCKING RULES!

Hahaks.
Baby's out with his family and i'm so bored.
Prepaid's down sumore! DAMN!

okay i'm outta here.
Baby i miss you huns.
Love ya

Syasya Miller Outz

Lamborghinis

2008-11-01T18:53:00.005+08:00

im bored.
just chatting with baby and watching videos.
watched music videos and here's the last one i watched.
ain't a music video. check it out!
fucking coolios.

how i wish i have all of these. my dream !
anyway, dream on Syasya. LOLs.

Syasya Miller Outz~!

Edited post.

i'm still pissed with that fat bastard for being angry and like "scolded" me for joking with someone else yesterday. And it's not even his business for me to play around with other people.and so what if i got a boyfriend. is it u or me being with him ?? stop lurking around my life and telling me what u like or don't like.

yes i am loud when i tend to get excited. people can accept me for that.. what about u ? shy to be with me when i am loud ? it's almost 3 years we know each other, so why can't u accept me for that huh? i asked u, why do u always nag at me.. whats ur answer ? for my own good. i know, thanks for that. but it's irritating. your naggings are simply not for me. nag at yourself moroan. you're fucking arrogant.

idk what ur gf finds awesome about u till she wants to be with u. u even cheated on her,i know. ur ex gf also hated u now.. she rather talks about new cute guys then u isn't it? so, don't tell me my bf is no good for me. it's my life, it's my choice. you're just a friend, a useless friend i supposed.

u fucking just think of urself, and not others. just sit and think for once about it aite. i starting fucking hated u since u tell me what to do with my life. stop telling me my bf's not right for me, my bf's not good looking and that u are, my life is a total mess and what more shits! please.. for goodness sake. stop all those fucking stuffs and change ur fucking self. think about others,not urself motherfucker!

seoul garden*shopping

2008-11-01T16:11:00.003+08:00

nano, raudhah & syasya

e cookie cake

raudhah & syasya

yesterday was great. celebrates nano's belated & raudhah's advance birthday at Seoul Garden. For once, all our gurlfwens was there :D Hahah. it's great seeing them again after like a month or so not seeing each one of them. thanks to me for not going school :) hahha.

anyway nano, hope u like the 2 gifts, which is last year and this year presents okay. and raudhah, sorry i didn't get you anything dearest. i love u okay.

anyway, thought of going shopping with dearest today. but daddy haven't give me money. so i guessed tomorrow i'll go shopping :) maybe bugis or orchard. heeh. just stay home today yeah. but will be freaking bored. monday, have to go Tanglin mall again to meet Gen for my first impression. Will start my course the next day at the Starbucks HQ. i'm really excited really :) Hahahh

okay i'm outta here now.
daddy, thanks for the cool Muay Thai shorts.
Hahahh.

Sweety, i'll see you tomorrow okay.
that's a promise baby. Mwakks.
I love you muchie much. Miss ya too dude :)

Syasya Miller Outz~!

random

2008-10-30T14:05:00.002+08:00

so, i know it's been quite long since i last post anything.
nothing much happen lately. just stayed home here and there.
went out with dearest.. with cuzzie.. yeah..
nothing much.

oh yes. bridging program in school. tend not to go.
it starts like last tuesday. i didn't forget about it actually..
just don't tend to go sec 5. not another year in that school worth of stress & lectures.
OMG! no way i'm gonna survived.

teacher called mummy on tuesday, mummy called me. told mummy i'll go on wed.
wed comes, mummy woke me up...

Mummy : wake up, its 8. your class start at 9 to 12.
Me : i don't wanna go la mummy. i don't wanna go sec 5
Mummy : eh! where can like that. faster go shower.
Me : don't want la mummy...
*Mummy walks out of my room
*Me, continue sleeping :D

Haha.. yeah. that's how it goes. i don't wanna go. i'm sick of secondary school.
like what Ruhaizad said , he's not gonna step in that school again except for taking results.
yeah, i think that's what i'm gonna do too :)
so, thursday came.. which is today , and it's my last chance to go sch for the bridging program. so, i woke up at 6am plus plus... i know you're thinking i'm gonna go school.. but Heck no. LOLs. just woke up for fun. yeah, i just sit2 around... then went back to sleep again :DD how awesome can i get! LOLs.

went out with baby and Afif on tuesday. Met them at City Hall.. Walk to Marina.. Very cold.. Go arcade play games. LOLs. Went to Esplanade rooftop, just chill up there. Went to Mac to get some bites.. Off i went home taking bus with Baby & Apek meet his gf at City Hall MRT. Had a great time with both of them :DD

yesterday class at clementi was alright. 2 instructors only turned up, just me & shaharudin.
Kelvin was sick & i don't know why Aleeya didn't come. So it's a good thing the class was super small. Not much students came due to exam period. WOW! Lols..
Baby fetched me after class and sent me home. Sweet of him ehk.. And yey yey... baby lend me his A7X LIVE AT THE LBC DVD.. Hahahh.. Gonna rip it to the laptop :D

anyway, having class later on. Kelvin will be coming most prob. Hmm... sometimes i think that i wanna stop teaching TKD for what reason i don't really know. Just feel tired of it.. I think that i just wanna train up my sparring. That's all... Hmm... well, i'll shall see about that. I'm so tired of what i don't know.

Okay i'm done posting here. Happy now baby ?
Hahaks.. Alright... i'm freaking bored really.
Just wish baby could come over... But i know he couldn't.
it's okay. I'm off now.

And daddy , please transfer me money for me to go shopping this weekend.
I really needa get myself shoes, tshirts and pants cuz i'm gonna start working soon okay.
Love u muchie daddy.

And to baby.. i know you're missing me already.
So, we'll meet up soon okay. Weekends perhaps ?
i love you sweets. Hugs & Kisses.

Fizan is love :)

Syasya Miller Outz~!

starbucks

2008-10-25T22:57:00.003+08:00

photos from yesterday's a7x live. ENJOY!
Credits to Azmi.

matt shadows \m/

matt shadows & synyster gates

zacky vengeance

matt shadows! :D

johnny christ

zacky vengeance

matt shadows. he's mine bebeh!

zacky vengeance

matt shadows. \m/

zacky vengeance & synyster gates

zacky, johnny and synyster.

the fucking crowd!

anyway,finally i got work
at Starbucks! super great :D

manager,jen was awesome. super friendly and nice.
hafta go for courses which she'll let me know when..
and after the courses, yeah i'll be ready to work..

and i don't have to work TKD full time. thank god!
sorry kelvin, starbucks took me. HAHAH..

okay i'm off.
sweety, thanks for accompanying me.
see ya soon okay. love you muchies.

Syasya Miller Outz~!

* Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times,
I can't believe it,
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes,
Eyes over easy.
eat it, eat it, eat it

* Shhh… be quiet you might piss somebody off
Like me motherfucker you've been at it for too long
While you feed off others' insecurities
You stand in front of me and bite the hand that feeds
.............................
.............................
.............................
I've had enough
It's time for something real
I don't respect the words you're speaking
Gone too far
Acclaim..............

* Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past
........................
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I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

a7x...motherfucking awesome!

2008-10-24T23:06:00.002+08:00

AVENGED SEVENFOLD LIVE WAS FUCKING AWESOME!
THE LONG WAIT COMES WITH A GOOD THING AT LAST.
DIDN'T JOIN THE MOSH PIT. DAMN! I FUCKING HATE MOTHERFUCKING PEOPLE MOSHING AROUND. WHAT'S THE POINT OF MOSHING.

FUCKING NICE MALAYSIANS PEOPLE. WE WENT IN WITH THEM.
SUPER GREAT PEOPLE. AND AVENGED SEVENFOLD ROCKS TO THE MOTHERFUCKING CORE! NOT A REGRET GOING. WOW! I WISH I JUST HAVE THEM TO MYSELF :DD

DEAREST, ME, ASRUL & SYAFIQ & SYAFIQ FRIEND HAD A GREAT TIME.
THEY PLAYED MOST OF THE SONGS I KNOW..
AND THEIR FIRST SONG WAS CRITICAL ACCLAIM. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
TERROR BODOH. THE REV VOICE WAS HOT !! MATT SHADOWS WAS SUPERB !!
SYNYSTER , ZACKY & JOHNNY WAS REALLY GREAT ! DAMN !
I WANT THEM AGAIN !

AND GUESS WHAT..
A7X SOLD MORE TICKETS THAN KANYE WEST LIVE IN SINGAPORE.
WOW! A7X ROCKS TO THE MOTHERFUCKING CORE !!!!!

Gonna go Tanglin Mall tomorrow for an interview.
Cuz starbucks called me just now. So i guess yeah , i'm going for it :D
yey yey.. i'm gonna get a job soon, i hope.
If not, i think i'm still gonna try Meridien Hotel.

Alright i'm off.
Had a great time wit you my dearest.
See you tomorrow. Love you motherfucking alot.
Heehee...

Syasya Miller Outz~!

random.

2008-10-23T22:52:00.003+08:00

careless about that photo. just to make sweetlove jealous :D

less than 24 hours, avenged sevenfold live in singapore, max pavillion!
wow.. i'm fuckingly excited about it ! :))

anyway, asked Nizam whether his workplace have any job vacancy available.
it's at Meridien Hotel, around town area i supposed.
he say if i go interview confirm will get one la. Most prob pay about 200bucks PER WEEK when you work for like a month and there'll be cpf also. Cool or what...

told mummy about it.. she disagree on me going for interview for that job.
cuz there'll be serving liquor etc. i don't know.
but i don't drink, it's just serving customers. its not that bad isn't it.
hmm.. i don't know. see how on monday.

anyway, will be dying hair tomorrow morning. bought purple.
an awesome colour seriously :)
okay i'm off..

sweetlove, i'll see you tomorrow.
a7x gonna rock the fucking house down yea.
:D

Syasya Miller Outz~!

Matt Shadows

2008-10-22T15:17:00.002+08:00

He's the reason i bought the tickets to their concert.
He's the reason i love Avenged Sevenfold.
He's the reason i love their songs.
He's the reason i .................................................. [Fill in the blanks]
He's MATT SHADOWS!

Super duper hotstuffs! WOW~
And he's super fucking cute :D
His voice is super awesome...

Yeah.. 2 more days to A7X LIVE IN SINGAPORE.
Can't believe i'm going. Been watching their vids and listening to their songs since just now. Yeah i'm super bored but their songs kept me entertained :))

Guess what, i haven't even shower. It's gonna be 4pm soon. Told baby i'm going to shower but i haven't shower. I just love being SHMELLY at home. Mum already shower, i haven't. LOLs.
It feels great really :DD

Nano gave me a girl's blog just now. Someone from our school and i know the person.
Sec 3 girl, a SLUT really. Talk about GUYS non-stop. Her exes, her boyfriend. Da ex tu buat hal ex la kanz.. LOLs.. Asalkan dier gembire sudah ehk. Hahaks.. I shall be nice and won't spam her blog into my blog..

Alright, i'm off now. Gonna shower. Get my stuffs ready for later class.
Going to get a hair dye before i go to Clementi i guessed. WEEEEEEEEEEEEE...
Meeting dearest later after class :) Okayy i'm off.
Byebye..

Syasya Miller Outz~!

P.S : Anyway, to anyway who wished to add me up at MSN, i have a new account aite.
Don't hesitate to add me up. And i hate HACKERS!
its-miller.babe@hotmail.com

Orchard

2008-10-20T22:15:00.004+08:00

Went Orchard to find any job vacancies available.
Tried Starbucks and The Coffee Club. Yeah..
Everything goes on smoothly. It wasn't that hard as i imagined.
Same reasons, they'll call. OoohLaLaa..

Met dearest at Orchard. Went for lunch at KFC.
Walk all the way to PS, then to Suntec with dearest & apek.
Apek's super duper crazy. And dearest also.
It's like i never know them. Hahaks..
But yet, i had truckloads fun with both of them :DD
The most gerek part is WE SAW AN ORANGE LAMBORGHINI.
FUUUH... HOT BODOW! I NAK K BABY :DD

Went to Arab Street meet daddy.
Then Uncle K.Mi came with his wife and son.
Aww.. It's been super long since i lasts seen him. He's getting old.
Talk to him.. Cuz super long we never talk.. Yeah, he's awesome!
Hahaks.

Alright, i'm off now to Shower.
Yes, dearest reminded me 6 times to shower.
I'm off now :D

Oh yes..before i forgets..here's something AWESOME i wanna share with you people!
SWEETLOVE IS GOING FOR THE A7X CONCERT TOO. HE GOT FREE TICKETS! WOW~!! YEY YEY! OKAY CONFIRM I GOING OKAY BABY. HEHEHHH.. WEEEWEEEWEEEE~

Anyway...
Sweetlove, i love being witcha.
Won't get sick and tired of you okay baby.
Love ya. See ya on wednesday perhaps?

Syasya Miller Outz~!

Audi or Lamborghini ? LOLs

2008-10-19T17:29:00.002+08:00

Audi

Lamborghini

Yes, that's an Audi and a Lamborghini. Both are my dream cars.
Sweetlove laughed when i say i'll be driving a Lamborghini one day. Hmm...
Shall wait and see okay :D Audi isn't that bad either. Both are awesome and fast cars too.
Hahaks..

Anyway,i'm home all day. Something bad happened that woke me up at 1pm.
Little cuz, Hanin broke my room's light. I meant, yes the glass light on the ceiling.
Was sleeping so soundly, suddenly " PRANKKKKKKKKKKKK! "
Yes sound effect aku Mahal! LOLs.. A pillow he threw caused that accident.
He got scolded by Afif and kene rotan also. Super funny. LOLs.

Okay i'm off then. Be going out awhile to get some stuffs.
And yeah it's confirm i'm going to find work starting tomorrow :D
Be wearing so formal la i supposed :P Asked sweetlove along.
And Apek also wanna search for job together. So yeah...
Can walk2 pat town also :D

okay i'm outta here.
Sweetlove, see ya tomorrow, maybe.
LOLs. i'm missing and loving you too sweetz :)

Syasya Miller Outz~!

BEEYATCH!

2008-10-18T02:09:00.000+08:00

I'm fucking starting to hate someone in my life.
she's so ARROGANT and only THINK OF HERSELF.
she's only so engrossed with her boyfie. I don't really care.
but she's becoming ruder and ruder each day.
she's so fucked up!! i'm starting to hate her alot.

anyway, i thought of NOT going the A7X concert.
just feel something's not right. Haiz..
i don't really know. I just feel heavy hearted on going.
Haiiz..

i think i'll be searching for work on Monday with cuzzie maybe.
And deardear also maybe

And yes.. that's the sweetest person i missed,
and love super much :D

Syasya Miller Outz~!

airport :)

2008-10-13T23:35:00.004+08:00

son :)

how cute can he get!

Yeah i was a babysitter at the airport for Ahmad Nur Hakeem just now.
No pram so just carry, arm hurts like hell till now. Hahaks. It's alright.
Yeah, he slept the whole day. Cannot be blame, babies are like that :))
I love him very muchie. Hadi Boi got lost at the airport just now. But managed to find him, at Macdonald watching people playing the computer and not crying. Hahaks.
Oh yeah, we went to the airport to send my cuzzie Huda to Australia. She'll be in Melbourne for a month for school stuffs. Wow~ That's great isn't it ?! How i wish i could.. but i'm gonna miss my sweetlove for sure :DD

&& here's yesterday's picha at Nano's open house. Sorry babe, i grab from your blog :D

Sweetlove is out for Hari Raya outing with his friends. ENJOY LA TU DIER SATU HARI!!Hahaks.. My turn will be on Wednesday.. Don't know whether sweetlove's coming along. Just hope he does.. Oh well... And to Efah, yes my aunt allow me to bring Hadi Boi this Wednesday but you take care of him okay. Don't even leave him to me for a sec. He cry or what, you console him okay :DD Happy now dear ? LOLs

Alright that's for tonight.
I'm off now, tired, arm cramp, need rest! :D
NIGHTS people. Toodles!

Sweetlove, i miss you already la sei.
whyy sei ? It's only yesterday i saw you.
Hmm.. nevermind. See ya soon sweetlove.
Love ya.

Syasya Miller Outz~!

Open Houses

2008-10-12T23:27:00.003+08:00

its just me & sweetlove :)

Super tired. Just got back from friend's house at Bedok.

Went to sweetlove's open house first with Efah.. Then proceed to Pasir Ris, Nasrul's open house.. and then to Tamp, Nano's open house. Damn! I only ate at sweetlove's house, tu pon tak finish.. Cam tak tau plak. Sweetlove finish my food for me. LOLs. Thanks baby :DD

Went to Zazilah's place at Bedok.. Sit2 awhile, then off we went. Took bus down back to Tamp. Many people went out jalan raye also. Will be going out with classmates on the 15, Wednesday. Sweetlove, do come along okay :D you tak come along, i tak sayang you okay baby :)

Alright,i'm off now. I'm tired. Legs aching due to heels.
DAMN! Be waiting for sweetlove's call.
Nights! Be staying home tomorrow. Both sisters are schooling and mum's working. Home Alone la nampak nyer :D Okayy toodles!

Sweetlove, it's great seeing your family,though paisey siao.
LOLs. But they're nice, really. Anyway, i'm happy to see you baby.
I'll see you soon,i supposed.
Love you super muchie :DD

Syasya Miller Outz~!

Movie Marathon

2008-10-08T21:49:00.002+08:00

Movie Marathon at my place with Efah & DearDear.
Efah was super bored so decided to come by my place for some movies.
DearDear came about 5 like that.
Watched Wanted, How She Moves & Prom Night.
Prom Night was quite scary but it's awesome. It's about Murdering, that's all.
Ordered Pizza and Efah ate most of the Hawaiian Pizza, left a piece.
Me and DearDear share the Meat Lover. Tu pon left 2 piece.
Yes,Efah's a big eater! HAHAH. Don't see her small like nothing okay.
Hahaks.

Mum got home about 7+. Efah & DearDear still here.
So decided to go out awhile about 8. Efah decided to heads home,
me and deardear went to TM walk2 cuz super bored at home.
Went LJS to get some food, as usual i can't finish my Combo One.
Hahaks. DearDear just ate the Choc Cream Pie. LOLs. After that, went to survey hair dyes cuz deardear wants to dye his hair. No MATREPS type of hair k dear ?
Heeheeks. I don't know i wanna dye my hair or not. Still Thinking about it.
And yeah, i'm still thinking whether i wanna work or not. Lets put it like working at Adidas or Nike or anything that gotta do with Sales uhs. I'm alright with it. Nevermind, will think about it :D

Then after walk2 went buy food for mummy, deardear sends me home.
WOW~ Byk jekk Matreps2 lepak pat bawa blocks. DearDear and me don't really care.
As long as they do their stuffs, we do ours. So yeah :D
Just waiting for DearDear's call and then off i go talking to him.
Yeah, i'm super bored now!

Been 3 straight days of seeing DearDear.
I'm not sick of it, and i won't get sick of it :D
Heeheeks. I love you okayy sweetz.
I'll see you soon, maybe Sunday aite ?
Hugs & Kisses.

Syasya Miller Outz~!

1st Day Hari Raya

2008-10-02T16:44:00.008+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI TO MY DEAR READERS :D
Yeah, didn't post anything yesterday when came back from HariRaya outing. Cuz damn tired la! So here it is. I'm lazy to post super long,let the pichas do the talking aite :D I know it's alot, but there's more then this. Just upload some. ENJOY!

Abg Fadhli & Syasya ; Super 4 :D

Apek & Syasya

Abg Mimie & Syasya

Best Cuzzies

Cuzzies with Mummy

Us with Mummy

All GIRLS

Incomplete Ladies Cuzzins

HAHAHH. Kene marah!!

HELLO!

Slacking.

Us with Papa

Abg Fadhli & Syasya

KECOH KECOH!

Ape ni COMPARE COMPARE ?

Cuzzies are LOVED

SYASYA MILLER

Yes i ate MAGGI on 1st day Hari Raya :D

Us with Grandparents

Mummy's Angels :P

My sister Love

DearDear..
Hope you had a great day yeah.
Take care and i'll see you soon.
Love ya muchhie much baby.

Syasya Miller Outz~!

KIMI RAIKONEN!

2008-09-28T22:29:00.003+08:00

DAMN! HE'S SUPER FUCKING HOT!
AWWW...KIMI RAIKONEN !!

F1 is just over. Its great but not great due to some crashed :(
Results : 1st - F. Alonso
2nd - I forgot his name
3rd - L. Hamilton
Damn! I know,no Raikonen eyy.
Cuz at the last 3 laps, he crashed. DAMN! And its all deardear's fault.
He predicted he'll crash, and he really did. Humphz!!

And Massa really had a bad luck in tonight's race.
Something happened,i'm lazy to elaborate further.

Alright,congrats to the winners.
And Raikonen,you were GREAT !! :)

I'm off studying now. Having Physic, Chemistry & Maths paper tomorrow. DEAD!
Alright..
You also study okay deardear.
Hugs & Kisses.
Dont cemburu okay :)
I still sayang u k.

Syasya Miller Outz~!

BUGIS !

2008-09-27T23:32:00.002+08:00

Ah yes. Just got home from Paya Lebar, Geylang.
OMFG! So fucking many people. DearDear & i swear we won't step there anymore till next year, Hari Raya again. Hahaks :D

Anyway, today was awesome with dearest Girlfriends,Boyfriends and DEARDEAR !! Went out about 5pm after cleaning my room. Supposed to meet Ruhaizad at 5pm. And guess what ? 5PM THEN HE GET READY. Like wtfuck kan. Hahaks. I know. Janji melayu la katekan. Oh well, just used to his lateness. Just can't be blame. Waited like 15 fucking mins for him. Oh damn! Hahaks. Afterwhich went to Kembangan and meet Aleem. He's so like MAKING THE STANDARD TICKET RATHER THEN BUYING THE STANDARD TICKET. Mampos siak! LOLs. Nevermind about that. Guys! OMG!

Alight at Bugis and meet DearDear. I was late. He waited quite long for me. Sorry dearest. Sorry alot alot okay. HUGS! Then heads down to Tong Seng coffeeshop. Thought it's like a Restaurant. So while walking, i saw someone. And that someone is IRSHANNNNNNN !! Aww.. i was the one who spotted him first at Guardian, he's with Danial. Finally i saw Danial, Irshan's always talking about. He's going to F1. Yes i was SUPER HAPPY to see my dear besty whom i haven't seen for sucha long time :D Hehe. Disturbed him by saying this.

Me: Wheres my F1 ticket ?!
Irshan: Sorry babe, i only got one. Haha
Me: Anyway,you know where's Tong Seng?
Irshan: Yeah, you go up and then there's Swensen and you cross over.
Me: Oh okay.. Thankiew. Enjoy watching okay. See you soon.
Irshan: Alright.Take care babe, see you soon too.

Then off we went finding Tong Seng. Yes, we found it.
Met Nano,Efah,Qim,Mas,Shima and Seha there. They reserved for us table already la. So many people seriously. Alot of REPS, you know i know okay. And the most funny part is, the 4 of us, Me,DearDear,Zad and Aleem ordered Chicken Rice. We were like the last to order, we got our food first. Cool ehk. Hahaks. Azan alr, eat lah. HAHAKS. Then what? Watch people eat ar. LOLs.

So yeah, after eating..
Girlfriends decided to head home except Efah. So we went to Arab Street. Ezad & Aleem went for prayers then me,DearDear and Efah went to get some drinks while waiting. Coincidently, daddy also just arrived.. So daddy treat us drink, only me & Efah. DearDear so full alr, so he didnt order anythink. So here i go talking to my dad.

Me: Ahh pa, teh 2.
Daddy: Beh yang tu ? (Pointing to DearDear)
DearDear: Takpela cik, masih kenyang (smile!)
Daddy: Betol ? Tak menyesal ?
DearDear: Betol, takpe cik

Hahaks. Zad and Aleem lost their way awhile. Then zad arrive first then aleem.
They went separate ways to find us. Hahaks. Seat2 awhile, Efah wants to eat Meat as she has Low Blood Pressure. So think think think. DearDear say Beach Road got Satay. Okayla, so decided go lohz. Walk to beach road blahblahblahblah.............

After that, Zad going to Marina Bay to watch F1 with Mason aka Nenek and Shan Jie also. So off he went, and me, DearDear, Efah and Aleem took the train heading to Pasir Ris. DearDear and me alight and Paya Lebar cuz mummy asked to buy Tumpi. So just go and buy. Super alot people. Saw quite a number of DearDear's friends and his cuzies too. One of his friend is really super FANATIC siak. Talk like MAMI JAROM. Sumpah siak. HAHAKS. No offence ehk, Sorry baby. Heheks. Afterwhich, off we went.

Waited my train for only 2 mins. DearDear's train also must wait 2 mins. So i'm off first, Its a good thing my train empty. Heheks. Then Kisses, and off i went. Just waiting for DearDear's call.

Tomorrows the last day of F1. And the top 3 who qualified for tomorrows race are
1st: Massa
2nd:L. Hamilton
3rd: K. Raikonnen
They are just super awesome. And KIMI RAIKONNEN is super damn hot la.
Hahaks. Dont jealous okay dearest. Admire jek ;)

Alright i'm off now.
DearDear,i had a great day witcha baby.
See ya soon okay dear.
Hugs & Kisses,Love ya.

Syasya Miller Outz~!

Nothing much happen

2008-09-27T11:12:00.002+08:00

Hey Dearest Qim.
Happy sweet sixteen aite. Da big gurl, so be more wise okay dear. Hohohh.
I know u like the present which Efah & me bought for u the most kan kan kan.
HAHAHA. Have a great sweet sixteen babatz! :D

Anyway,nothink much happens recently. Just that yesterday,friday is my last day of 2008. I meant besides exams and bridging programmes after N Levels. So yeah, it's only like last year i was in Sec 1. Wow~ Time really flies isn't it :)
So yeah, gonna miss the people. I've changed my mind really. If i can go to Sec 5, yes i will go. But if not, ITE is the results. Oh well.. :)

Olrite im off now.
Gotta clean up the house. Hari Raya is like 4 days away. OMG!
Alrighty, gonna break fast with my dearest friends and deardear outside later.
See ya.

Hee. And deardear,
i'll see you later aite. Hugs & Kisses.
Mwakks.

Syasya Miller Outz~!

Finally i got it !

2008-09-23T19:46:00.004+08:00

It's been a day since i really last updated my blog isn't it ? Been not having the chance to use the comp, and the comp in my room is really down. Gonna destroy the MotherBot inside and then throw the comp away. Afterwhich, buy new one. JENGJENG! LOLs. Anyway, nothing much really happens recently. Just schools here and there. BORING!! Although the subjects which exams are over, we still needa study for the other papers. Damn so boring.

So just now in school, first 3 periods are Social Studies. Since it's over, Mr Halim gave the History students Tanglin Sec's Mid Year 2008 History paper to do. And guess what ? I don't know what's up with me till i do the paper until the end. Both Source Based and Structured Essay questions. LOLs. With some help from Mr Halim of cause :) And Shima was like sitting beside me, SLEEPING!! She come school or never come samer jek. Hahaks. Sorry eh babe. After the 3 periods,it's 2 period maths. And check our Class Test paper 1 and i only got 26/80. LOLs rabak kan i know. For paper 2 i never do cuz i absent from school. So just be a good girl, ask my teacher for it and do. It took me 45mins to complete 3 damn questions. HAHAHAHH.

Okay forget about school. I've got great news. Ya know what is it ?
FINALLY I GOT TICKETS TO AVENGED SEVENFOLD LIVE IN SINGAPORE, MAX PAVILLION ON 24 OCTOBER!!
Isn't that awesome ?! I wish deardear can come along =((
Anyway,i'm just afraid that if i go there it's free standing and that i'm scared if people MOSH!!
Darn! I really hate people Mosh. It may caused injury or death,i think. Especially if you're not at the front or the back, you're at the center. Where to go sia ? Mampos!
But i really wish i could be at the front, seeing them right infront of my eyes and and and see my boyfie,MATT SHADOWS!!! Awwwwww... I really can't wait for it. Oh yeah, some don't believe i already got the tix, so as evidence here's a photo of it. Be very jealous people, be very jealous. Especially Edely. HAHAHAHAHHH.

And deardear.
i also missed you super alot okay.
we'll meet up soon, weekends i hope *winkwink*
love ya dear.

PS: DearDear got jealous by a Duck :P Heheheks.

Syasya Miller Outz~!

Anyway,check out this vid.Super Duper Cute!

A7X !!!!

2008-09-18T22:12:00.003+08:00

Ah yes. Just a short post tonight. Break fast with family outside at Simei, Turkish delights.
Umm... Had my period now, a real one where alot came out.
The previous one was just a little little. LOLs.

Anyway, yesterday cuzzin just gave birth to a babyboy.
Congrats Abg Farid & Kak Ain to the new born AHMAD ILHAN RIZQULLAH BIN AHMAD FARID. Congrats okay.

Anyway, im so feeling super excited. Cuz ya know what?

AVENGED SEVENFOLD IS COMING TO SINGAPORE ON 24 OCT !!!!
SHASHA AND ME TOLD MUMMY WE WANNA GO.
TICKETS FROM 75 BUCKS TILL 21 SEPT
AND 85 BUCKS AND ABOVE FROM 22 SEPT ONWARDS!!
WE TOLD MUMMY WE REALLY REALLY WANNA GO !
AT MAX PAVILLION EXPO!
WE WANNA GO AND WE WILL GO !
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE MUMMY.
CAN BOOK TICKETS NOW THEN PAY MUMMY WHEN WE GET HARI RAYA MONEY OKAY. PLEASE WE WANNA GO OKAY :))
AWWWWWWWWWW... I CAN'T WAIT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANNA GET MY HANDS ON THAT TICKETS AND SEE MY BOYFIE
MATT SHADOWS!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...
IM SUPER EXCITED. HAHAHA

Okay i'm out now.
Im in pain of cramps.
Nightyy Night people. Sugar dreams.

DearDear,hugs & kisses.
Mwaks!

Syasya Miller Outz~!

PS: Avenged Sevenfold, IM COMING!!

Silent Killer!

2008-09-16T22:40:00.002+08:00

Heylo dearest readers of my lovely blog.LOLs.
It has been a great day today. Free for like the whole day ?
Maths simply sucks. Didn't study in school really.

Anyway,yesterday was big sister's 18 birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNTUK KAMU. KAU DA OLD OKAY.
TAPI KAU DA LEGAL SEY. SUMER BOLEH BUAT. HAHAHH.
To celebrate her legal 18, went to Seoul Garden to eat and also break our fast there.
There's not many people. We reserved our table first as it's quite early.
So went to arcade to play games. HAHAHH. Mummy just look at us playing and then she also played the last game, throwing balls inside some mouths. Super funny. LOLs.
Then terserempak with my Aunts beside my dad. Talk2 awhile then off we went to Seoul Garden again. Take food and then by the time we cook our food time to break fast already.
I swear i ate alot, yet i'm not full seriously. HAHAHH.
After eating i take ice kacang and ice cream. Ice cream choc mint. NICE BODO :) LOLs.
Afterwhich heads home, then saw someone whom me and big sister hate.
HAHAH. The monkey :P At night as usual, deardear called me and we talk and talk and talk and then off to bed ;)

Today was alright. School was sucha bore but great! Bore cuz nothing to do, great cuz we played Police & Murderer using UNO cards. It was hell of a fun. Started off with only like 7 people. Then slowly alot come then all play. Super great. We didn't really create much noise cuz it's supposed to be a silent game. HAHAH. But our laughters made our teacher breaks us apart. But it's alright. During Mother Tongue we also play the same thing but with the A2s. It was great. But being the Murderer, being the silent killer was fun. HAHAHHH :P And when the bell rang at 2pm, we just stayed until 230pm and kept playing. LOLs. Im loving the game too much ;P

&& i saw MIN! Don't say me sombong okay. At least i talk to you when i see you. You step tak layan. Buat muker step pulak tu. Oh luper, Min kan FANATIC! hahahaha..:D

After school, followed Efah to TM cuz she wanna buy a shirt. I should have gotten the shirt. Cuz it's 2 for $23, 1 for $19. Damn! But it's alright. Will get some new clothes for myself after i've saved enough. So after that, went to my aunt's place with Efah cuz she wanna see Hadi Boi and Hakeem..

Reach there, Hadi was crying cuz he just woke up. Normal lah, kids mah. Hakeem was still asleep and Yayat was schooling. So chill awhile, then Efah decided to head home cuz she's gonna meet boyfie. And me, went to fetch Yayat with Hadi. Super naughty cute kids. HAHAH. Reach aunt's place again, SLEEP! HAHAHH. Wake up only break fast. Aunt cook Rendang. Nice la sey :) After eating all, shower then decided to head home at 9pm. While waiting for bus, saw Taufik express. Yeah, he board the bus i board too.

And big sister just got home from prayers with new MP3,the Creative one. Anis found at his school. How lucky eyy. I want an mp3 too =( Someone get me one. Small sister got MP4,Big sister got MP3. Then me ? Nothink siol.
So papa, i want an MP3 or MP4 or if there's any MP5, get me okay! I also need music while travelling hor :D Gee thanks. HOHOHH..
Anyway, i've think about it. Lets say i go to ITE after my N Levels, i think i'm gonna ask papa for an Apple Laptop :D Heeks. Yesterday just surveyed at TM :)) Shasha's gonna get the camera she want soon but don't know when, but she'll get it as her birthday gift. So the camera she's using now will be MINE. HAHAHAHAHH. Okay lame!

Alright, i'm off now. Tomorrow schooling as usual.
Will be waiting for DearDear's call :)
Night people, Sugar dreams.

DearDear
you're also missed by me =)
Hugs & Kisses.

Syasya Miller Outz~!

Mental Hospital Room!

2008-09-14T22:01:00.002+08:00

Stayed home since morning. Nothing much happens really.
Woke up about 10+ and then help Sissy and Mummy paint my sissy's room.
I tell ya its super white. Seriously like MENTAL HOSPITAL ROOM!
Where nothing is coloured, except WHITE! OMFG! LOLs.

Cell phone was quiet the whole day until 3+ where deardear text me.
Pretty bored really, just sit at home not doing anything.
But time really flies fast. Paint my sissy's room until like 5+ almost 6.
That's long isn't it. Painting my room isn't that long either. Hahahh.
It's tiring for goodness sake. And guess what, the 5litre paint is not enough for her room.I meant for double coating. LOLs. Guess gotta buy again next week. Hahaks.

Mummy baked brownie. It's instant. Just add water and put it in the oven.
Since we go no oven, our microwave can be our oven. How great isn't it.
Yeah, big sissy's not home. She went out with her friends for dinner. Cool!
It'll be my turn on Saturday ;) Don't know if deardear wanna come along.
Where else if my friends aren't going to Geylang. But deardear said if we go geylang,most prob he won't follow. Cuz it's far for him and also Geylang super crowded. I understand that deardear ;)

So yeah, waiting for deardear to call. So in the mean time just be lying on my super comfy bed playing PSP while waiting :) Tomorrow's already schooling. Deardear having his Prelims tomorrow. And as for me, just a normal typical school day. Urmm... Is there DnT tomorrow ? I hope not. I fucking hate DnT theory. DAMN!! Alright i'm off to my super comfy bed now. Till then.. Nights and Sugar dreams dearest readers ;)

DearDear..
you always brightened up my day.
Hugs & Kisses. Love ya ;)

Syasya Miller Outz~!

Normal Night (:

2008-09-12T22:44:00.002+08:00

Hot Stuffs - Yayat

Just got home from class. Break fast with Kelvin outside at KFC. Super Duper full seriously. LOLs. I don't know why i'm feeling tired. Maybe due to my menses which is arriving. Haiz. It kinda hurt a little. But managed to endure. So after break fast, walk to class as it's quite near. Took warm up blah blah blah.. Then did some patterns, senior belts as per normal, train their sparing. I didn't shout that much, just felt tired. After class change then quickly chao home :)

Went to 7-11 to top up my ezlink card then home sweet home :) Just waiting for deardear to call me. Well, am doing nothing really. Just listening to songs from my phone. Seize the day by Avenged Sevenfold. Heehee. The song is super awesome. Anyway, yes i'm still pissed about my MSN being hacked. Oh well.. Told mum about it. She kinda shock cuz it's already been 3 times my MSN become like this. Nevermind. I told her i won't be using MSN until we change to a new comp or i get a laptop. Thats all.

Alright i'm super tired. I'm off now. Till then,take care and happy fasting people. Don't cui makan okay. No puase, No rayer :P Hahaks. Alright, nighty nightx. Sugar Dreams.

Hugs & Kisses to you DearDear! You're loved!

Syasya Miller Outz~!

Give up TOTALLY!

2008-09-12T16:45:00.003+08:00

Damn! i totally fucking give up on MSN. People hacked my MSN again.Fuck! Forget about it. Fuck hackers la sia. What they want i also don't know.Get a life la and stop fucking hack my fucking computer. I don't care if you're reading this, but you've been fucking hacking my MSN for 3 times already now. What's the matter with you ar ? Go hack your own fucking MSN ar. Don't disturb mine.If you wanna hack my MSN,why don't you hack my whole FUCKING comp siak! Get a life la Mother Fucker!

Haiz. yes i got hacked again. FUCK RIGHT!Like no other people to hack like that. I've got enough of having my account hack. Be waiting to get a new comp or laptop,afterwhich yes i will make another account. So like FUCK!Haiz. There's nothing i can do. The same thing happened like my previous two accounts.Just have to fucking ignore this fucking hackers. Get a fucking life okay!

So no more MSN from now! Anything you people wanna talk to me,you can beep my cell if you have my number or leave a tag on my bloggie or just send me a comment or message on friendster :) Thanks.

FUCK YOU MOTHERFUCKING HACKER!

Syasya Miller Outz~!

Sept 11

2008-09-11T23:17:00.002+08:00

It's september 11 2008. It marks the day of the Plane crash of September 11 2001.As you can see the photos above,that's the Sept 11 plane crash. There's 2 plane crashed actually. Okay, as a respect to all those who lost their lives, 1 minute of silent okay.

*1 minute silent*

Alright i just got home from TM8. Quite tired.

Was at home from morning 0830am. I did went to school okay.

First 3 periods was Maths. Half an hour after the 1st period starts, i really don't feel good since i went out of my place with Mummy this morning to school.

So in school don't feel really good. So decided to went home. Did vomit a little in school.

Plus having Migraine.. So go home lohz. My Vice-chairman, Mas sent me to the Office to sign out. Went to ask Mr Halim to ask for permission whether can go home. He say can so yeah, sign off with permission of Mr Tony Tan :)

Walk home alone then 10mins later, Home Sweet Home!

Sleep all the way from 0900 to like lets say 0100pm. Shiok sia tido! :D

LOLs. Wake up use the comp blahblahblahhhhhhh.

Then sleep again. Until like 0500pm. Best! Wake up, wait for mummy to get home,

then off to Tamp mart meet Kelvin then we break fast together :))

Class was alright. Spar with my student, just Whack! LOLs. At least i sweat.

So yeahh :)

Oh yeah,it's september 11. Many people birthday.

Happy Birthday to Mohd Khairudin Ali.

Happy Birthday to Don.

Happy Birthday to Syazalina.

Happy Birthday to _________

Whoever it is okayy.

Alright i'm off now.

toodless toodles!

Nightz people.

Hugs & Kisses..

And deardear,

gue sungguh miss lu :)

HugHug.

Syasya Miller Outz~!

Taiteeeeeee!

2008-09-10T23:05:00.003+08:00

Its quite a cold night tonight. It's great! Not that Hot or not that Cold.
Just got home from meeting my beloved kawans2.
And now on the phone with DearDear. Hee..

Earlier just now about 0600pm, Efah came to my house. Cuz she say stil early if wanna go buke outside. So i asked her to come my place awhile laa.. Slack2 awhile then 0630pm off we go. Took bus down. Went to CS,Food Culture to eat. Went there skali ALOT people sia. Super manyy MELAYUS ehk. All break fast there.. Then order food & drink then eat alr...

After eating, went to buy food for mummy then go meet Ezad under his block.
Sayyed was also there. Just sit2 awhile.. Then play taiteeeeee.
That's my first time i play Taitee. They taught me how to play.
Was quite easy actually. So,i'm proud to say i know how to play taitee now.
I know so kental kan. HAHAHH.

Went home about 0915 after i won the last game. Wuuhooo~~
Hahakks. Went home with Efah, bought drinks for mummy..
Took 18 home. Then Home Sweet Home!

Watch Jeritan Sepi.
It's super sad okay. I cried a little..Heehee..
You people should watch!

Tomorrow a normal dayy in school.
DearDear having exams tomorrow.
Hugs & Kisses dear dear.
Studyy hard hard okayy...
Love ya dearest.

Syasya Miller Outz~!

Voguelicious!

2008-09-10T14:54:00.005+08:00

I got home from school before 2pm just now. School was released at 0115.
So i'm quite early upon reaching home. School was alright just now.
Had PE for the 1st 2 periods. Played Captain's Ball with other Houses.
I'm a RED JAGUAR! Hahaks. And i'm proud of wearing it really.
The PE shirt, not my school uniform okay :)
But we really had an AWESOME time playing them. Super Hilarious and Fun!

2 weeks more till we had our PE lesson.
Mr Ow's gonna miss us. HAHAHH.. And NO 2.4km Run for the ladies Next week puhlease?!
Muslims are Fasting. LAWL!

I slept for 3 periods in school. And all are English Period. After PE 2 periods of english, do nothing so SLEEP. After recess, it's IS then English again. So SLEEP again! LAWL!
Fun bodo Tido :DD Sugar dreams i had. HAHAHH. Most probably will be breaking fast outside with Dearest Efah and somemore don't know who. Maybe Ezad also or who who who i don't know.

DearDear.
I don't know what to write.
Just take care okay.
Hugs and Kisses. Love ya!

Actually before i leave, there's a vid that i think you guys should enjoy.
They are HOT although they are ___________. Fill in the blanks yeah.
They call themselves VOGUELICIOUS!
You guys should check this vid out. Due to some technical errors in my comp which i fucking dont know what, here's the link !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bqqWNl_s7p0

Syasya Miller Outz~!

Fast or Not to fast ? ROFLOL.

2008-09-07T18:09:00.002+08:00

Was at home the whole day. Didn't fast really.
Here's why.
When i woke up, it was already SUPER bright. It was like 9am ?
Thought why mummy didn't woke me up for Sahur.
So just be it. Doesn't mean never sahur cannot fast right.
But when i woke up, lil sis told me Mummy say no need fast cuz never wake up for Sahur.
I was like really meh. So i went to ask mummy inside her room.
Cuz she locked her door so i just ask from outside

Me: Mummy,today no need fast uh?
Mummy: Ya cuz never wake up for Sahur
Me: Oh,okay lohz
*walks to the kitchen and heat up the Roti Boyan

Few minutes later, mummy comes out of her room and she asked who ate the Roti Boyan
I said we eat la. Then she like scold2 cuz we never fast.
She herself said we all no need fast cuz never wake up Sahur.
My lil sis was with me when i asked mummy about it. She like angry2.
But what to do, she already said it from her mouth no need fast. I also okay la.
Yet she denied that she said it. Oh well, cannot be blame.
Khusyuk sangat pat comp tu :P
That's the story why we never fast. LOLs. But never eat anything la.
Just drink Coke. HAHAHAHHH.

Don't know if going for teraweh or not.
Efah's not going cuz she wanna watch Camp Rock.
The Jonas Brothers! :D They're cute. Esp Joe Jonas. Tu my one k ;)
So yeah, guess will be staying at home tonight.
Unless Min or Adi or Syafiq ask wanna go study or teraweh or lepak.
HAHAHAHHH.

It's like 45mins more to break our fast.
Not fasting yet SUPER DUPER HUNGRY okay.
Didn't eat the whole day,Mind you!!

Okay i'm off now :)
Slamat berbuke orang2 yang puase :D

Syasya wants her Twinnie!!!
Hugs&Kisses.

Syasya Miller Outz~!

That's for tonight!

2008-09-06T22:43:00.002+08:00

After painted I

After Painted II

Just got home from Grandmother's place. Didn't expect Umi & Wak Pain was there. LOLs. The 2 Small Buggers & The Cute Adorable Baby was there too :D Had great time there. Grandmother cook Mee Bandong,which i don't really like and ROTI BOYAN. Like gerek ya know. Been so long since we all last eat her Roti Boyan. Sorry Nano Dearest. I thought of Da Pao for you cuz you really wanted it for so long. But my grandmother only cook abit. Sorry yea :)

Photos of my room have been uploaded. I know it looks so GIRLISH. LOLs. I heard you saying that Twinnie :P Don't mind the load of bags on my bed okay. I'm feeling tired & exhausted. Don't know tomorrow wanna go for my TKD meeting or not. I guess not. Due to exams period. At least i got an excuse of not going okayy :D

Freaking bored now. Just gonna wait for a phone call and then doing nothing. As simple as that. LOLs. Okay lame i know :D Hahaks.

Twinnie,hugs & kisses ;)

Syasya Miller Outz~!

Tired!

2008-09-06T16:47:00.006+08:00

I'm feeling super tired. Just finish painting my room.
Photos of it will be uploaded soon ;) Just paint it pink,it was blue before.
So yeah, mummy and me paint the room. Double coating okay.
Super tired. Blisters are popping up in between my fingers. Hahaks.
But nevermind. My room is awesome now! :D
Looks more to a girl's room ;) I love it really. Hahaks.

So yeah, later going to grandma's place at Kallang to break our fast.
My first aunty is going there too. Don't know if the 2 Small Cute Buggers and Baby is going to be there. Just hope they are. At least some disturbance and entertainment by them is alright.
They are just super cute. Hahaks.

Dearest,this song's for you aite.
Just find it meaningful :D
Always Be My Baby - David Cook
Heehee. Hope you'll appreciate it twiinie.
Hugs&Kisses. Love ya.

Syasya Miller Outz~!

Home Alone

2008-09-05T22:33:00.003+08:00

Mr Miller :DD

I'M HOME ALONE! No one's home yet. All still at Aunt's place. It's going to be 11 soon. So nevermind. I'll just bare with it and i'm used to staying home alone at night. Unlike big sister, she'll switch on ALL the Lights available in the house. LOLs. I just switched on my room light and a small lamp at the hall. Heheks. Yeah,i'm brave. Am i ? LOLs.

Olrite,i just got home from C Zone 2 class. Very boring class today. Kelvin's not around. So super bored. Ended class about 0920 although very boring. Did some sparing. Before class went to break fast with Efah & Ezad at Rasa 21. Ate SeafoodFriedRice. Not that bad. Expect it to be much hotter but it's not. Text MOST of my friends whether wanna break fast outside or not. Many will reply back "See First". I also like okay la nevermind. About 0615 Efah text me whether the rest wanna break fast outside not cuz she's on the way back. Looks like non of them text me back. So Efah decided to break fast with me. Called Ezad,he's Sleeping sia. HAHA. But he joined us at last :) Thanks korang and sorry if i really gotta go after eating although i didn finish my food,kinda late for class. But i appreciate both of your company :D *huggies!*

Twinnie,you're missed super muchhie :)

Syasya Miller Outz~!

It Still Haunts

2008-09-05T15:40:00.000+08:00

Mark McGrath-Hotness :)

Yeah i just woke up from my sleep. Wishing would dream great but yet, it turns out to be a Nightmare for me. It's been the past few days which i'm starting to have Nightmares. Not about ghosts chasing after me, killing me. But Nightmares of HIM! Not about you okay Twinnie Love :)

It's almost a year now since it happens. But whatever shit he did to me are still lingering around in my mind. Whenever i started to sit and doing nothing, these shits will just pop-ed up in my head. And it's like FUCK! Why am i thinking of those shits which has already happens. Even i sleep i kept having to think of it and even when i woke up. Why should i be thinking of these fucking stuffs i shouldn't ? It's getting hard for me to NOT think of it now since it's still lingering in my mind. Haiz. Not returning what i want, Not giving faces, Not giving Second chances, Abusings, Scoldings, Vulgarities. What's all these SHIT ? Where's the Love & Care when i was with him ? What type of boyfriend is that ? Eventhough he can be so Loving, there's a FUCKING EVIL BEAST in him which he can't get rid of. He's used to Abusing Ladies who are not to be blame in the first place. Hey c'mon, ladies are fragile. So what's the use of saying I LOVE YOU yet doing the evil deeds over and over again huh ? Think about that for a moment. Being with him for a year really are Nightmares. Haiz. Why in the first place am i attached to him ? I shouldn't. But it happened, i can't still forget it. It disturbs me. It haunts me! Why is that happening at this stage of my life ?! Can't even Love someone else after leaving him for almost a year. Hey at least it's almost a year before i Love someone else. Expect me to wait for him. Until when ? Parents don't approved of me being with him, why should i ? I know it's up to me to decide the Love of my Life although parents plays an important role in knowing it too. But him ? No way am i going to wait my whole life for. Not even for a minute! I love him NO MORE!

Please just go away Fucking Nightmares. What's the use of coming back to me where the past has passed ? Just Leave my Fucking Life alone. Don't ever come back!!

I'm trying my best to leave everything, as much as i can. Having Twinnie to always be there for me really feels great. My friends too. Esp my dearest best of friends;
-Efah
-Ezad
-Nano
-Min
-Syafiq
And i won't ever forget these people, including dearest Twinnie :D
Hugs & Kisses!

And i guess i'll be breaking my fast alone today outside. Due to Kelvin not around and due to having class at 0745pm. Family will be breaking their fast at Aunt's place. So yeah,i'll be alone breaking fast today. Don't know if friends wanna break fast with me. Asked them alr but, it's okay. Won't trouble my friends :D Take Care. Enjoy your day dearest Bloggers.

Syasya Miller Outz~!

Quite a Long one/

2008-09-04T23:15:00.000+08:00

Best Of Friends :DDD

Just got home from TKD class at TM8. Break fast outside with mummy and sisters. Ate Macdonalds. OMG! I'm sick of Mac now. Don't ask me out and bring me to Mac anymore okay? ;) LOLs. Kiddings. Class was alright, managed to maintain them. Kelvin is away so i have to take over his duty to train the senior belts. I'm always not good at training these senior belts. LOLs. I just find it hard to do so. But it's a good thing Matthew was there to help me although he's just a Brown Black :D && Luke Pereira is SUPER Cute :D

After class went home with family cuz mummy & shasha waited for us. Upon reaching my block, saw my friends under the block behind mine. Told mummy i wanna meet them awhile, mummy approved :) So yeah, went there. Sat about 15-20 mins afterwhich i told them i'm tired and then i went home. Syafiq, Syamsul, Nisa, Faris Emo & Edely was there :) What else if not smoking la kanz. LOLs. I don't smoke okay,MIND YOU!

Had my English Paper 1 & 2 earlier in school just now. It was alright. Except for the letter. It's either Formal Or Informal. Haiyoh. I wrote Formal, some say Informal. Entah la kan. Lantak jek. And it's so clever of Mamat,a friend of mine from Tanglin Sec to write Report. We are doing the same paper yet he do report. Dengz kan dektu?! LOLs. And paper 2 was okay. I almost fell asleep when reading the passage. Read paragraph by paragraph to answer the questions. LOLs. I think i slept awhile, like khayal2 like that. Hahaks. So i decided to go to the Toilet and wash my face. Paisey sia walk from the back of the hall to the stage as the toilet is at the back stage. Hahaks. Macam ramai tengok gitu. Paisey siak. Far pulak tu. LOLs. After washing my face, not feeling sleepy anymore, so freshened up and do my Paper 2 properly for Passage B and my Summary too. I just write the points which i find in the passage into the summary. Harap2 boleh pass la eh English. Tak pass English, ITE pon tanak siao :P

After paper, heads home. SLEEP! Till 0430pm. Woke up when that Shamin text me ask me wanna meet him and Adi not awhile. Thought lazy, but then okay ar. Bored at home. Met them about 5pm at 247. They watching Drumline and then we watched Meet The Spartans. Boleh batal puase siao tengok tu. Hahaks. Tapi, sesungguhnya kite 3 puase :DD Sit2 until like 6 only, went to meet Mummy at MRT cuz she end work at 5,reached Tamp about 6 lohz. So byebye Min and byebye Adi. Off i went :)

It's like 2/4 of N Level paper is over. Left a little more. Will resumed again on 29 Sept. And on that day are KILLER PAPERS. There's Chem,Physics & Maths Paper 1. I was like FUCKKK! I'm so weak in all these 3 subjects yet it all comes in 1 day ?! Wtpfffft! Kelvin could help but not that much yeah. But i'll try to buck up on my Maths & Physics :P Chemistry no hope. HAHAHAHAHH. But try my luck lohz although exams are not luck. It's effort. LOLs. Nevermind. Ggagagaaa..

Basically i'm not doing anything now besides blogging and texting my Twinnie :DDDD
Hehehks. So yeah, i'm going to bed soon though tomorrow not schooling. But i'm feeling quite tired and i need rest okay :))
I'm missing dearest Twinnie. I don't know why it's just that kinda feeling i have towards him. LOLs. But nevermind. Hahaks. He's super sweet. He's nice. He's so ......
Okay enough of those mushy words. I'm off now.

Hugs&Kisses Twinnie.
People still wondering who is this Twinnie i always talk about.
& also at his blog. LOLs. So it's like for us to know,for you to find out.
kan kan kan Twinnie ?! LOLs, okay lame.
Love ya dearest.

Syasya Miller Outz~!

Kau Ingin Ku Miliki

2008-09-03T10:51:00.000+08:00

I'm at aunt's place while waiting my other paper which starts at 2. And that is Social Studies.

That's long right i know. It's only going 11 now. Sianz. But Hakeem & Yayat is here.

Hadi boi is still with his mummy cuz he's sick. Pity that little BUGGER! LOLs.

Had my Malay LC just now. Was alright but kinda tricky really. But before it starts very boring. Have to wait until 0830 then it starts cuz it's on the Radio, Ria. Have to wait. When the radio is switched on, heard the song Kau Ingin Ku Miliki - Nurun Nuwarah. You people should really check it out though it's kinda old alr. LOLs.It really reminds me of that sexy beast, Min. Hahaks. Siak sexy! Cuz he really like that song super much. I think i'm getting addicted to it too. Sorry ah min. LOLs. Everything ends about 0900am.

I think twinnie's having his paper now or something which i don't know what. Best of luck dearest :) And it's okay about my previous post. Don't worry much sweety :D After my paper went to Prime to pay bills but the AXS machine is down since yesterday. And then just have to drag myself to the Singapore Post. LOLs. Afterwhich, nothing to do. Heads to my aunt's place. Yeahh :)

Twinnie!

Heheks. I don't know what to write to you. LOLs

Hugs&Kisses dearest.

Syasya Miller Outz~!

1st Paper

2008-09-02T14:44:00.002+08:00

Seize The Day - Avenged Sevenfold

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost

It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn

I feel my memories fade with time

But I'm too young to worry

These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while

I can move on with you around

I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?

I'd do anything for a smile, holding you till our time is done

We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn

I feel my memories fade with time

But I'm too young to worry

A melody, a memory, or just one picture

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in

No longer needed here so where do we go?

Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?

But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn
I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
A melody, a memory, or just one picture

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost

Its empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trails in life, questions of us existing here

Don't wanna die alone without you here

Please tell me what we have is real

*Guitar Solo (Synyster Gates)

So what if I never hold you near?

Or kiss your lips again?

So I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see

I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
Its empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trails in life, questions of us existing here
Don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day

(Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day)

I stand here alone

Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I'm so addicted by this song now, Seize The Day by A7X. Watching the video clip just makes me feel like i'm in that lady's position. OMG! LOLs. I know you're laughing twinnie, Don't okay :P

Just got home from my 1st paper which is MT Paper 1 & 2. Quite tough but mangeable to do it. Twinnie's now having his 2nd paper for today,english LC. Do properly okay dearest :) My paper 1 was alright but paper 2, when i open the booklet the first question makes my mind goes blank seriously. LOLs.. The rest all okay lah ehk. Everything ends about 1215 just now. Supposed to end at 12. But there's a slight delay, so yeah :)

Dearest part Cs are having their Live Firing today. Isn't that great. Good Luck guys, especially Min. Hahahaa. I know you guys can make PRSS proud okay :) And to my part C Ladies, fucked that blogger who wrote that post pinned up on your notice board. Just don't give a fuck about it and continue with your usual trainings. We are here to help you eventhough we've POP-ed okay? Whether they come trainings or not is their pasal. As long as you do your duty as NCOs aite. Love you gegerls :DDD

I'm not fasting today due to my fucking headache and vomits earlier in the morning before heading to school. Yeah,i don't know for what reason suddenly i become like this. Really having a terrible headache in school before entering the hall. Efah forced me to drink water to reduce my pain and so i did. Paisey sia drink water. I don't think many saw that happens :D Heheks. After school went to buy the Happy 128 card. Then heads home :))

Efah, Zad, Syafiq, Syamsul! Nari blajar per ?

KwangKwangKwang!

Twinnie :D

Hugs & Kisses..

You're missed dearest.

Syasya Miller Outz~!

1st Day

2008-09-01T17:45:00.002+08:00

You want my banana ar ?

Its the first day of Ramadhan. Yes i am fasting yeah. Not like Syila. 1st day only cannot fast. Hahaks. It's okay Syila :) It happens to ladies. LOLs.

I was schooling early in the morning just now. Had social studies extra class. Eventhough it's supposed to be holiday as it's teachers day yet so many came to school. Im not only talking about my class. Some lower sec came too. HAHAKS. Very boring and it's like nothing sey. Me, Syafiq & Ruhaizad only write few sentences then talk2. Really, it's like tomorrow already start N Levels yet we felt nothing. LOLs. Don't know about the rest. Class ends at 11.

Went to TM & CS with the rest. Bought pen & rubber band then don't know where to go. So decided to head home. And what really surprised me & Efah is that Ruhaizad & Sayyed went to the mosque to pray Zuhur. Like so baik sey. LOLs.

So just slept after reaching home. Twinnie text me yet i didn't realised it. Hahaks. Time is moving so slow today really due to some reason i really dont know what. And later at night going terawih with Efah & Ruhaizad. Don't know if Shamin wanna join us or not. So yeah, that's all for now. Will blog again tomorrow.

But my PC is also down. Like wtf kan. I know. Damn! Using sissy's laptop now. Very sianz.
Orite i'm gonna do my chores. Selamat Berbuke Puase :)

Twinnie!! LOLs.
You're missed.

Syasya Miller Outz~!

Geylang :)

2008-08-31T23:56:00.002+08:00

Looks Fishy to you ? I think so too xP

I just got back home from Paya Lebar. Met small sister, my aunt & uncle there. Cuz they going there to survey stuffs all those.
So i met them there about 0730pm. Was at home the whole day, so fucking bored. Then decided to meet them there to release the boredom lohz. Quite many people there. Ya lah, tomorrow fasting alr. SAY WHAT ?! TOMORROW FASTING ALR ?? Super what! Hahaks. Time flies too fast for me to catch up ey. LOLs. But nevermind. N Levels will be over really really soon :)

At Geylang, walk around there. The bazaar, not really ready yet. But okay la, still alot of people. Twinnie was at Geylang too with his family. But don't have the chance to see him. Hmm.. It's okay :)) Soon okay twinnie,soon :D Heheks. Decided to separate from my aunt about 0930pm. Too packed and crowded at this fucking bazaar. Cannot be blame la eh. Was messaging my twinnie all the way and then SUDDENLY, i got a call from twinnie. Hahaks. Surprised me really. xP Hahaks. He saw me la walking to the MRT. Yet he never tegur me, but understood why. And i also walk super fast, that's what my twinnie said. Hahaks. :) Pity dier kan. Hahaks.

Waited for the train back to tamp. Supposed to meet Min at Paya Lebar MRT then head back to Tamp together. He so damn blur don't know Eunos or Paya Lebar comes first. As he's from Eunos helping his cousin in his work. His cousin is so called a businessman, promoting products and selling them. I think they are good products seriously. And when i first saw his cousin, i thought he looked familiar. So yeah, his name was Shahzni. Reached Tamp, they smoked and we sit awhile and talk. Shahzni explained to me what his product can do and how it works. I find it quite interesting really. Maybe we sat about 10mins to talk yeah. Min just play my PSP lohz. Hahaks. So yeah, about 1045 like that make a move. Shahzni went the other way while Min sent me home. Sweet of him isn't it :D Heheks. So while walking home, i told Min his cousin looked familiar and his name too. So i asked Min whether his cousin play mIRC, he say yes. Then i asked, is his nick Boi_Cute. He say yes and how i know. LOLs. Of cause i know la, last time i also used to be a chatter there :P What a super SMALL WORLD.LOLs.

Bought Fried Rice for tomorrow Sahur. Then Min sent me home until the 6th level. Sweet of him right? *HUGS!* I went off and then he went off too. He's going to meet Shahzni again :) So yeah, I'm not that tired really. Texting my twinnie :) Heheks. I love him okay. LOLs. He's not home yet, at his cuzzies place. Pity him, he's tired yet his mummy haven't wanna go home. LOLs. Rest well dearest :) Okay i'm off now. Schooling tomorrow although not schooling. Cuz it's teachers day,plus the Sept 1 week hols has started. But no hols for those taking N Level. Kecian kan, i know :) Hahaks. Nehmind, after N Level can ENJOY TO THE FULLEST BEBEH! :D And to Kelvin, Congrats on winning your Silver Medal :) Proud of you.

Okay nights.
Take care dearest bloggers.
Twinnie, hugs and kisses. You're missed super alot.
Update your bloggie please ;)
Love ya.

Syasya Miller Outz~!

Nationals

2008-08-30T00:52:00.001+08:00

I MISS THIS SMALL BUGGER!

3rd day of the Pesta Sukan National Championship.
As usual went to collect padding at Thomson place with Kelvin after which Thomson sent us the Yishun Sports Hall for the Tournament. Heheks.
Alot lost today. But great job Ashraf & Han Wei. You guys are great :DD
Started off quite early but i don't know what time it ends. About 9pm Kelvin and me go off from there. So sian plus so tired leh whole day there. Sian!

Took 39 down back to tampines with Kelvin. Both of us alight at 302 there.Kelvin changed to bus 8 and me meet Ezad & Efah for dinner cuz i told them i wanna go dinner,see whether they wanna accompany me. So yeah, they haven't eaten too. Met them at 201 there. They just finish studying under Ezad's block :) So went to Rasa 21 to eat. It feels so suddenly i missed them. Don't know why. LOLs. While eating, Syafiq & Syamsul came out of nowhere. LOLs. We sit2 at Rasa 21 awhile. Talk craps and then went under Ezad's block to lepak awhile. Edely & Faris Emo was there smoking. Normal stuffs, Guys smokes! Haiyoh. It feels great to be with them at that time of the night.

So yeah, chill awhile. About 11 like that went off with Efah & Ezad :) They waited for me to take the bus then they go off. But saw Ezad's brother.. Boleh lah tahan handsome eh. All his brothers look like him. Hahaks :)
Yeah, tomorrow don't have plans yet. Not going Yishun tomorrow as tomorrow only 3 people fighting and that is Kelvin, Suriana & Chaoz. I don't know whose that Chaoz is. I pronounced his name as Chaos. You know i know okay :) BEST OF LUCK TO THE 3 OF YOU. YOU CAN DO IT!So i guess that's all for today.

Really having a very,super bad headache. OUCH!
Wanna sleep soon. Waiiting for my dearest TWINNIE to text me to tell me that he's home :)
So yeah, miss you twinnie! Nights :D
Will blog soon tomorrow i guess.

&& N LEVELS ARE JUST 2 DAYS AWAY. DAMN!
I'M NOT STUDYING,EXCEPT A LIL OF PHYSICS WHERE KELVIN TAUGHT ME.
HEHEKS. THANKS KELVIN.
FUCKING MSN IS STILL NOT FUCKING WORKING.
WHAT THE FUCK MUST THAT HAPPENS ? DAMN!

Syasya Miller Outz~!

Teachers Day Celebrations

2008-08-29T12:00:00.002+08:00

Performances

4A1 in Greens

Beloveds :D
Teachers & Us

Wow. I got home before 12 noon. Isn't that super early or what. LOLs :) It was a really awesome day in school. Hahaks. Loads of laughters and celebrations. So here's for today.

Raudhah, Qim & Nano came over to my place in the morning to help carry these stuffs to school. Yeah it was alot :) Bought Ice and then off to school. Kept our stuffs at one of the Stall in the canteen and went for our usual flag raising. Talkings here and there. And 4A2 wore their class tshirts. Hahaks. But Nasrul wear it super nice, the rest all wear so big. Cuz it's like Dry Fit and don't know the size. Nasrul is not that big, he wore size XS. Fitting siol. Nice okay :) During flag raising, talkings here and there blah blah blah.. And then off to the canteen for the party. Yeah,i saw Muhammad Shamin but he didnt see me. That's quite sad right, i know. But nehmind.

Our class brought many stuffs. Seriously, our class like have the most food is it ? LOLs. The sec 5s only bring like crackers, cake, drinks. Worst, the sec 3s only 1 class brings food. Pathetic damn sec 3. Kesian eh Min. Tapi Padan Face! LOLs. Our party ends at 930am. Waited for our class tshirts for a few minutes only, then Jesslyn came :) Yey! All so happy got class tshirt. Turns out plain but okay :D As you can see from the above pichas, my class so striking. All green. Hahaks. But quite nice la. Many ex students came too to watch the performances. Saw Sulaiman and his GF also, Mamat, Hisyam & Fad, Yasirah and alot more lah. Hahaks. Oh yeah, our performance was alright. Slideshow was being shown. And the one i made is up there. Too bad 4A2 one don't have although Nasrul has sent it. Too bad A2s :P Heheks.

I know some photos up there are OBSCENE! Like guys hugging, kissing. I know. They are not BISEXUAL or GAYS okay. They just love their friends. Don't get me wrong. I know my beloved 4A1 well :) Heheks. They're super great really. Alright, that's all for today. Enjoy the pichas :) Clik to view it big (i think).

Oh Fuck! My MSN still is not right. So fucked up seriously. I think i wanna stop using MSN for the time being. I'll create a new account soon i guess. Fucked up seriously. Haiyoh! Shit!

iLOVEu Twinnie ;)

Syasya Miller Outz~!

FUCK!

2008-08-28T22:30:00.002+08:00

Okay i'm going to start CURSING & SWEARING now.
Get ready for it okay.

FUCK! NABEY SIAL LAH.
WHAT THE FUCK WENT WRONG WITH MY FUCKING MSN AND HOTMAIL ? I ENTERED THE CORRECT PASSWORD YET IT'S WRONG ?
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG SIA ? ANYONE WHO WANNA HACK, HACK AR. BUT NEW ACCOUNT PEOPLE HACK PER ? SIAL LAH.
APE SIAKK ?! I'M NOT SUFFERING FROM STM (SHORT TERM MEMORY) OKAY.I ENTERED THE CORRECT PASSWORD.AND IF I CLICK CHANGE PASSWORD, I NEEDA ENTER MY POSTAL CODE AND THERE'S A SECRET ANSWER WITH A SECRET QUESTION RIGHT.BUT FUCKING HELL, EVERYTHING IS WRONG. WHAT THE FUCK SIAL !! NOW HOW AM I GOING TO USE MY MSN SIA ? FUCK LA CIBAI. FUCKING IRRITATING LA SIAL NI MSN. BODO SIAK.EHH BABI SIAK. APE SIAK. EH SIAL AR.
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fucked up sial. Kept signing in yet it's incorrect making me more FUCKING PISSED OFF.
Can i fucking not use MSN anymore. Since my friendster like so called "hack", my msn also got "hacked" or what siak ?! FUCK !

Twinnie, i need you badly !! ):

Syasya Miller Outz~!

Shoppings with Girlfies

2008-08-28T18:00:00.000+08:00

Dearest girlfies just went home from my place. After school waited awhile for Qim & Efah to collect their Class T-shirt. Damn! They received their class t-shirts already. But it's okay. 4A1 will get ours tomorrow morning :D But okay la,quite nice their one. Dry Fit one. Ours is Cotton, but it's a good quality cotton. Heheks.

So yeah, after school went home with Nano & Raudhah. They came over to my place as we are going shopping for tomorrow level party and concert for Teacher's Day. Grandparents are at my place and mummy's not working cuz she went to the market with grandparents earlier in the morning just now. So yeah, cooked alot ya know :) Heheks. NiceNice uhhs.

Went to Tamp Mall NTUC. Bought Plastic Cups, Fork, Spoons and Marshmallows. Bought some tidbits at Prime,500+ somewhere near my place. Yeah roughly everything cost about 30bucks i think. Yeah, somewhere around there. But if there's 10 bucks left with Masita, i'll take that 10 bucks lohz. Needa buy ice tomorrow morning sumore. Leceh jugak la actually. But for the Teachers, yes we are happy to be doing this for them and for the whole class :) I love my 4A1. Heheks.

I guess tomorrow's party's gonna be alright with my 2 beloved teachers around. There'll be Brownies, Ice Cream, Marshmallows, Mee Goreng, Fishball, Hotdogs! Woah. That sounds so alot to me isn't it. Don't know can finish up all. But if cannot, ask the 4A2 pupils to help us eat. Maybe Shamin also can :) Eh Min Eh ?! Heheks. I don't know if the concert's gonna be alright. But there's gonna be a slide show by the individual classes :) There's gonna be ours yeah. I made the slideshow. Just pick some song lyrics from different songs. LOLs.

Didn't saw Min in school today. I guess he didn't come due to his fever last night. Kesian dier. Get well soon my dear Counsellor :) Tomorrow must come no matter u sick or not okay Min. Hahaks. Gonna have a memorable Teachers Day. Big sissy is coming down too i think with Anis. So yeah, she's gonna see the performance too :)) Enjoy yeah.

And to dearest twinnie. Hahaks.

Your nick super funny, but it's cute.

Hugs dearest. You're missed ;)

Syasya Miller Outz~!

Fantasies

2008-08-27T23:03:00.000+08:00

Definitely everyone will have fantasies of their own. Whether it's about lust, marriage, future, things or even people.
I do have many fantasies that i know it cannot happen. But fantasies are just fantasies isn't it ? Yeah i guess so. Here's what i really have fantasies about :-

* Getting a Lamborghini.
* Meeting Wentworth Miller.
* Meeting Avenged Sevenfold Esp Matt Shadows :)
* Having a house on my own.
* Being the only one that stays in that house unless married.
* Meeting Frank Lampard.
* Meeting the late Heath Ledger.
* Going to Movie World, Australia.
* Travel abroad at least 1 month once.

I know that doesn't sounds many. But there's alot more seriously. I just can't think much tonight. So many things flowing in and out of my head. Damn!

Personal probs here and there without even me noticing any of them are coming. Haiz. Life's just super sucks. I know you are reading this blog of mine. Please stop everything. I'm really stressed up with my life where problems come and go , where N Level are just next week. Haiz. Please.. My life is so fucked up now. Please dont make matters worst. Please i beg you. Haiz. Thanks.

Twinnie; i needa hug ):

Syasya Miller Outz~!

Happenings

2008-08-27T16:35:00.002+08:00

Just hold on till i finish my soup of the day.
Gimme a minute!
*BURP!*
Excuse me. Olright, i'm done with my soup of the day :)
*winkwink* Wednesday! What a day to start it off with Mr Ow's voice early in the morning. Yeah,had P.E lesson at the start of the day. How "great" can that be isn't it ? But after P.E i saw someone. Whoe else if it isn't my counsellor, Min! LOLs. Anyway, thought Miss Jiang didn't come, but eventually she did as i saw her car coming into the school. Damn! All of us thinks that yesterday she's married, today she won't come what. But nope,she did come to school. That doesnt bother us that much actually. But it's just that she won't admit she's married to Captain Bryan Chan. Hahaks. I'll continue that later :)

Oh yeah. P.E was alright actually. Lucky thing we don't have to run the 2.4km around the field. Hahaks. Mr Ow let us use the Indoor Sports Hall at level 3 to play badminton, captain's ball or basketball together with the 2A3 girls as Mr Halim is on course (: Played Captain's ball first after which badminton. Was great playing both. The whole sports hall was full of our LAUGHTERS.
It's awesome. Heheks. English & Physics as usual, BORING. And Mrs Chia came into our class during IS as Mr Halim's not here. Boring lah okay!

Chemistry was funny really. Miss Jiang came in and we're all seated and was quiet cuz once she scream, it'll be the end really. Hahaks. After greeting, class asked her why she didn't come yesterday. She said she was on MC for 2 days. And we are all hinting her. Esp Harry. LOLs. We kept laughing at that point of time, so as Miss Jiang. But yet, she still denied. I guess she wouldn't wanna tell us that she's married to Captain Bryan Chan yeah. LOLs. I can tell that i think she knows that we know that she's married. Oh well, it's alright. She deserved to keep her privacy :))

Having teacher's day celebrations on Friday. But i don't think it'll be great as compared to the previous years. Still remember during Sec 2. We had a class party during teachers day. And my home teacher,which is Mr Halim also brought Chicken Curry and many of us brought alot of food. Our class like become Open House seriously. Invite all the teachers to come and eat. Nice of our class right ? LOLs. So yeah, this year teachers day,we're having a party also. But it's LEVEL party. Kinda bored i guess. What i meant by Level Party is the whole of Upper Sec will have the party followed by the Lower Sec. There'll be performance in the hall. So we switched after the lower sec had finish watching the concert, it's the upper sec turn ;) I guess the performance is going to be great :)

And it's my own stupidity to forget my own MSN/HOTMAIL password. I changed it seriously and don't know what is it. Damn! So i decided to create myself a new email. People reading this, do add me up at my new account okay :) I don't know if you could see that picture with my email on it. But it's alright. Here it is ;

Syasya.miller@hotmail.com

Do add me up okay. Will be more that happy to accept your request ;) Alright i'm outta here. Feeling so tired i supposed. Will blog soon.

To my twinnie; you're missed ;)

Syasya Miller Outz~!